Ramblings of inSanity

R.I.P Blog.

2010-02-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

Until further notice, this blog will NOT be fucking resurrected.
This thing has KICKED THE BUCKET, BOUGHT THE FARM, PUSHED DAISIES, GONE TO CALI, CHECKED OUT,
DIED.

I'm on Tumblr now instead. =D

http://insane-nity.tumblr.com/

Click. You know you kind of want to.

Adults. Hmph.

2010-02-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

I hate adults.
They make 3 minute phone calls and want me to reply unrequired answers when they could just send me a message with 8 words.

I would still do the same thing even though they didn't call. Maybe I could even do the thing without feeling annoyed.

9G be pimpin'

2010-02-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

If you enter a room and your hand seems to be reaching for the light switch when the sun's still blaring it's laser rays, does that mean you're suffering from that night-awake-morning-sleep syndrome thing?

Oh god I need some sleep I can't even remember my disease.

It's nos-something, I swear. Nosferatu?

...

Okay I googled "owls are animals" and I found the word, it's nocturnal. Somehow my brain's not being too kind to me now. I think it's cause of www.9gag.com

Honestly with 9g, no one, and I mean NO ONE, should be able to sleep. I swallowed down 2 bowls of caffeine infused tea just to keep on reading until page 60+ dude. IN ONE SINGLE NIGHT.

SOMEONE OWES ME A MEDAL FOR THIS SHIT. (I was originally clean from caffeine for a month or so.)

And wtf. The floor just got mopped and the detergent smells like vodka. Absolut ruby red btw, if you're wondering.

Okay, enough mind wandering. It's PIMPIN' TIME.

Hmm... I sense a pattern?

And all of this beautiful content is from 9g. So go there now please. Your life is not wasted awesomely without it.

A post of everything and anything.

2010-02-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

This is blog is dead.

Well nevermind. I'm (kind of ) awesome so now it's resurrected.

The world will thank me. One day. >=D

Note to self: be nice.

A person who is nice to a friend and not nice to a waiter, is not a nice person.

My inner child just fell in love. (Click here for source.)

Chocolate truffles, I WILL make you one day, mark my words. (Click here for source.)

groan

2010-01-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be doing some Physics work for tuition in about 2 hours but god, thinking about how much I lack time now just prompted me to do this post.

I miss the holidays. A whole month of doing nothing and absolutely nothing at all except for sleeping. There was the other daily needs like shitting, eating, drinking and etc, but sleep consumed the most time.

And now I'm busy like fuck. =/ I know others have more shit than me to do like school projects, tuition and extra-curricular stuff but I have never felt so DROWNED before in all this responsibility. So excuse me a little, I'm a first timer.

I spent the whole of yesterday sleeping. Sleeping my ass off cause I know once the week starts it's gonna be hectic again, and I'm gonna miss my bed so much I'd wanna fuck it.

Crack The Shutters

2010-01-12T05:23:00.000+08:00

Crack the Shutters by Snow Patrol.

Crack the shutters open wide
I want to bathe you in the light of day.
And just watch you as the rays
tangle up around your face and body.
I could sit for hours
finding new ways to be awed each minute.
Cause the daylight seems to want you
just as much as i want you.

(almost) New Year's Resolutions!

2010-01-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

Okay I know it's kinda late to post this but I SWEAR I did them before the year ended!
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...Okay stop shooting me with sceptical lasers, they hurt man. My lies have feelings too, you know!

[Oh and totally random but I think sceptical (british spelling) beats skeptical (american spelling), cause honestly would you prefer Oktober over October? No? I knew it. No one wants the K to replace the C.]

So anyways, back to the main point, my resolutions. If I do follow these resolutions, I know my future will definitely be more certain and I won't spend the rest of my life flipping fries at McD's or cleaning toilets.

1. Stop procrastinating important things.
Note the word IMPORTANT.
Important things include: homework that is being assigned by a bitch teacher, folios, studying, tuition shiz, and form 4 revision.
The other things that I should do, but they're optional are: sleeping (more than 6 hours), daydreaming, using PPS, using StumbleUpon, using Facebook, and anything and everything that includes electronics ...can go screw themselves. I WILL prioritize AND carry them out.

2. Stop sleeping so much.
This isn't much of an issue to most people, but most people don't exactly sleep when they're bored. Well I do that, and I love it.
...But it's bad so yeah, stop, I know. Not an easy task so I plan to take it one step at a time by forcing myself to sleep by a schedule.

3. Do not get enticed by decadence.
No matter how appealing vodka, sleeping at weird times, procrastinating, getting drunk, and not doing anything is, nothing beats getting a good paycheck.

song.

2010-01-03T04:19:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't post this.

I really love this song, especially the lyrics. The way Meg and Dia sing it, it's perfect. I can barely describe it well, so just give it a listen

"But these things take time love.
These things take backbone.
And theyll tell you what you want to hear
cause they think its better. Better.
But you better know how to point out the liars.
Youve got to weigh your wars make sure youre not fighting for nothing. Nothing.
Are you fighting for nothing, nothing?"

Ke$ha

2010-01-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

(Btw her name is pronounced as cash-sha. Telling the world cause I had some issues in pronouncing it too.)

I've been drowning myself shamelessly in pop, and I fucking love it. I feel kinda dirty and guilty but screw that shit, I love these songs.

Your Love is My Drug. In my opinion, it ties with Blah Blah Blah feat. 3OH!3 as the best tracks off her album.

Her album isn't even physically released yet and I freaking love it.

A lot of people are comparing her with Gaga but seriously? I think they're really different. Gaga's pop is avant garde-ish by being weird in a good way, while Ke$ha's is traditional electropop with less electro and MASSIVE pop.

Having a serious guilty pleasure here, I think I'll leave the shame in another uhh... 1 year?
Until her next album comes out.

Stumble Upon.

2009-12-31T02:30:00.001+08:00

Stumble Upon to adults is like a playground for kids.

It's full of fun surprising things,

sometimes you meet friends,

you can learn stuff,

@ The Oatmeal. Click HERE.

and there's the occasional pedophile.

Awesome silhouette masterpieces @ HERE.

So go to stumble upon, NOW. www.stumbleupon.com
And if you're using Mozilla, get the stumble add-on, hours and hours of mindless websites to flip through. Stumble upon is like a remote control to channel surf the internet.

...

And on a side note, R.I.P. Rev.

Drummer of Avenged Sevenfold died today. God took a lot of celebrities this year, but The Rev's death is pure awful to me. =/ He contributed a lot to A7X with the crazy ass drumming, the good side vocals, and his hilarious personality. He will be missed.

pimpin' time.

2009-12-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

The year is ending, and I want to do at least one thing right...

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...with this awesome song!

Blame It On The Pop (Mashup of the top 25 songs of 2009) by DJ Earworm. It'll blow your ears away.

Complaining

2009-12-22T13:06:00.000+08:00

Complaining is a (wonderful, amazing, almost as good as winning the lottery) hobby that everyone has done. Do not deny that you hate complaining. You love to complain, you just hate listening to it.

When complaining to someone we feel like someone actually gives a shit about our problems when actually 80% of the time they're thinking "Hmm I wonder what happens if I burn my toes off? It must be more interesting than this pile of shit."

This is why therapists get a good pay, they have the shittiest jobs ever. (Okay, maybe not since clowns have the job of being retarded for amusement.)

Circle of complaining goes like this:

Well fuck all, in the end everyone's just gonna get a big fat headache.

And so this is why I have devised a plan to lessen complaints. Not permanently destroy all complaints from the earth (2012 apocalypse would be true if that happened.), but just lessen it so everyone won't get crazy.

1. Complain.
It may seem ridiculous to cure complaints by complaining (kinda like curing a hangover by drinking more alcohol...) but it should work!
You can't keep bullshit inside you forever or you'll explode one day like a bullshit volcano. So yes, complain away. Just let it out once though. ONCE.

2. Find a solution.
Girlfriend left you? Find a prostitute.
Boyfriend cheated? Cut his balls off.
Too much homework? Feed it to your dog.
No problem in this world does not have a solution, the only complication is that some people are unwilling to solve it and would rather just wallow in their sadness.

3. Get over it.
So you got AIDS from the prostitute, jailed for assaulting the cheater, and you failed your finals. Well nothing can be done, time to move on.

Note: Just a humourous way to talk to my self-conscience, do some photoshop, and dabble in "philosophy" or whatever the hell it is.

3 topics, 1 retard.

2009-12-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

This post just reveals my stupidity. I'm making this because I'm shameless and want to wallow in all that is shunned upon. I can so I will.

1. I think I just realised that I may be the messiest person alive.
My room is a complete shithole, I'm actually able to sleep on crap and sometimes I can't even see my floor.
And a picture (wow, I'm amazed too) to show how serious this is:

... and that's just part of it.
The laptop's the cleanest part cause I actually need to life it up sometimes.

2. I pick up random hobbies.
Okay first the baking, then it was the origami, now it's the crocheting. I have got to stop before I become a cat lady on drugs.
...but how can you resist THIS?!

(unicorn bear from HERE. Random picture owner pls do not kill me, I just like your teddy.)

3. I baked and will bake somemore cookies for Christmas.
Anyone want some? =D I need someone, anyone to finish them. I got cinnamon oatmeal, ginger cookies and sugar cookies. (Sugar cookies are just plain cookies really. Don't be fooled by that "sugar" name. I hate excessive sugar.)

OH LOOKIT A PUP. 8D

2009-12-15T07:43:00.000+08:00

AWW.

Sorry for the sudden dog outburst. It's 7:42 am in the morning and I just had oatmeal with cinnamon.

1 Good Thing About Twilight.

2009-12-04T02:43:00.000+08:00

The single good thing to come out from the Twilight saga. How come I never noticed this before?! Oh god maybe I've been ignoring it too much.

Well anyways, click HERE for all the LOL-tastic goodness. This guy is a genius with words and a website.

A quote from the post to talk you into believing me...

"The baby in Bella's belly starts growing incredibly fast. And it starts hurting Bella, as each kick it gives has the super strength of a vampire behind it. As it grows, Bella gets sicker, and then the good stuff starts. The baby kicks so hard it breaks Bella's ribs and then severs her spine. Are you imagining Kristen Stewart wearing a fake pregnancy belly and pretending to have been suddenly crippled by her own fetus? Because I am and it's making me laugh and laugh and laugh."

Well random Devin dude, YOU making me laugh and laugh and laugh. Oh god my stomach almost broke in half laughing. This guy, hilarious. This quote ain't doing him justice. He works better in paragraphs and posts.

God actually likes me in this moment. Wow.

2009-12-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

I feel like buying 500 lottery tickets right at this moment. You know why? Well here's the story...

I was watching How I Met Your Mother like how I do everytime I'm pissed bored at home drowning myself in cookies. I watched finish the most recent episode which is Season 5 Episode 9, Slapsgiving 2: Revenge of The Slap. After that, I decided to randomly click on an episode which I've never watched before. And guess what? I miraculously clicked on the first episode that had the Slap Bet in it.

Am I lucky or is this reverse-Murphy's Law?

Now I need to buy some DaMaCai before my luck runs out.

Cracked. Loved.

2009-11-27T07:38:00.000+08:00

Pls click HERE and read. I know you want to. Oh not. Ah whatever you're missing out on Cracked.

I love Cracked.
Love love love love teletubbies, barney and sesame street kind of love. The kind of love that is embarassing to tell the world but you don't care cause nothing beats that awesome feeling in your heart that you know you love <3.
The amount I love of Cracked is around 50% I love of water/sleep/yaoi. It is A LOT.

Y'know why?
I didn't really know why.

Cause after all, it's just another one of those humour sites. There's still FMyLife, Lamebook, CollegeHumour, and more.

There's one small difference in it that makes it's very, very special though. And to quote Cracked themselves:

It turns out that actual smart, funny writing is such a rare thing on the Internet that people show up in droves when they get wind of it.

Holy fuckety fuck, I never realised it before. So this is why I prefer KennySia over Xiaxue! Xiaxue's definitely more interesting than kennysia but kennysia just wins the LULZ man.

And another thing, Cracked writers and commenters don't make me feel stupid.
You ever read the comments sections on CollegeHumour?
Well, they hurt. They really do hurt. They hurt my bloody brain for hell's sake.

All the random shitheads with their "OMG FIRST!!111!", the douchebags that have their shitty "holier than thou" attitude, and the retards who make no sense. They make CollegeHumour go from awesome to painful.

And I rate the level of awesomeness of the comments sections on various humour sites...

1. Cracked.

They give extra info on the articles, they make things funnier, they verify things if something's weird about the article, and sometimes they're just... literate. (I love people who spell correct and without all the cH@tSp3Ak.)

2. Lamebook.

There's still annoying OMGF1RST!!!11! comments but that's kinda rare. Some of the random comments that aren't supposed to make sense sometimes actually do make some sense.

3. Geekologie.

60% don't make shit sense but I love all those PEW PEW PEWs that manage to get me laughing even though it's so random. Ah geek are such entertainment sometimes. :D

4. FMyLife.

A lot of douchebags prowl on FML. The fuckers that put YouDeserveIt without thinking. Some people are about to die from terminal diseases and they just hit the YDI button. They're the minority but still they range in thousands.

5. CollegeHumour.

The nerds/douchebags at Collegehumour are so lame. Their comments section is always not worth reading.

I'm a comments section junkie. I love comments on stuff and yet I can't digest all this crap.

6. PerezHilton. (Not exactly humour site but there's still LULZ.)

1 word: horror. The ads, assholes, FIRST!!!'s, chatspeakers, people that make no sense, etc, THEY'RE ALL THERE. ALL.

Ohmygawd a part of me inside just died. D8 So horrifying just remembering.

Supernatural. Super-frustrating.

2009-11-26T03:21:00.000+08:00

Totally random note that 99% people who read my blog will not giving a flying fuck about but....

SAM WINCHESTER YOU ARE A BLEEDING IDIOT. D<

Just finished season 4 of Supernatural and WTF. -___-

2009-11-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

Ever been let down before by people you actually trusted?
I have. Many, many times. I think this is about the 5th time it's happened.

I'm not an unreasonable person. When someone suddenly says that something important has come up and plans before have to be changed or either not happening, I'd understand. I won't throw blame around and I'll find another way.
But when it's happened repeatedly your faith in that person just gets shattered. Especially when the plans are very important to me and those plans have taken months to arrange.

Most people will hear of my situation and just recommend me to "screw them! There's others out there that are far better!"

Okay. So how the hell do I divorce my family?

Question Of The Day :1

2009-11-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

If you're in a conversation with a bunch of people, some of whom you are close with, some you barely know, and some absolute strangers, what is inappropriate, and what is not? O_o

Talking with a few people some time ago and was having few (note: few. Not many, not none, but moderate.) laughs. A joke was in my head but I was confused to say it or not.

IF IT WENT WELL:
1. They laugh.
2. They think my sense of humour is sick but nevertheless, funny.
3. They know I'm open-minded.
4. I'd know they're easy-going and I'll eventually grow a liking to them too.

IF IT FAILS:
1. They think I'm sick. Not in a good way too. =/
2. They think I'm the sort who is too open minded and likes to say TMI stuff to everyone I'm talking to.
3. They'll avoid me like the plague/swine-flu/H1N1.

and worst case scenario is...

4. If they're dicks and douche bags they'll spread rumours about me being the most disgusting person to ever look them in the eye and say "Toothpaste makes your dick swell!".

So yeah. To say or not to say.

RANDOM SHIT YOU DON'T NEED TO READ CAUSE IT'S BORING. YOU'RE MOST LIKELY TO CLICK THE "close tab" BUTTON DURING THE FIRST HALF OF THE PARAGRAPH ANYWAYS:

Everyone should know I'm open-minded. Like fo' srs open-minded. You could tell me you fucked a cow and impregnated it and all I would say is "Eh did you like it? Could I see your cow-human hybrid baby? 8D"

Some things I don't accept though are:

1. Racism gone too far.

I hate a few races sometimes. Actually no, let me rephrase that. I hate ALL races sometimes, even my own. Sometimes a group of people will do things in their nature that other groups hate.
Unavoidable. Get over it, fact of life. All we can do is complain and pray the other groups don't find out about it.
Ignorance = bliss.
But you know people go too far sometimes like dragging a cow's head through the streets to protest the building of an Indian temple. -___- Idiots.

2. Insulting religious people and people insulting religions (too much anyways).

This has got to be common sense. Most people don't do it but some assholes are STILL going to people's funerals and shouting "GOD HATES FAGS!".
Some religions are still topics of jokes, so be open-minded if someone's joking about them. You have the right to freak out when that person starts throwing cow/pig's blood on you.

3. Dicks. Douchebags. Assholes.

Y'know. The fuckers who keep boasting to you about their awesome 100 million dollar private jets, fucking hot Megan Fox-ish trophy wives/girlfriends, and their recent achievements.
Yeah we know you worked hard for all your achievements, but can't you see our eyes rolling yet? WE DON'T WANT TO KNOW. FUCK OFF.

And the sloth award goes to....

2009-11-23T07:31:00.000+08:00

Daily Schedule of Mine (for the long term holidays anyways)

6:00pm - Attempts to wake up.
              Fails.
              Sleep again.
7:00pm - Hits head on cellphone, wakes up.
              Take a piss.
7:15pm - Eat dinner.
                Talk BS with family.
                Watch random tv that I don't really give 2 shits about.
8:00pm -   FacebbookPlurkStumbleuponCafeworldRestaurantcityFishvilleYaoiMsnFml
10:00pm - Take a piss.
        Drink water.
                  (maybe) go shit.
1:00am   - Dig cupboards/fridge like a rat for snacks.
                   Get freaked out by dog-banging-door/snake/weird-creepy-sound/mom
3:00am - Run up and down the stairs due to boredom
                   (and/or) open fridge repeatedly just to stare at light.
5:00am - Find some alcohol. Preferably vodka or a pussy drink like irish cream.
                   Don't matter. Drink.
8:00am   -   Ignore bugging by dad to sleep.
                   Eat a cookie(s).
10:00am - Ignore screaming by mom to sleep.
11:00am - Mom's screaming too annoying to ignore.
                    Sleep.

I love/hate the holidays really. It's so chillax but I feel slower than a sleepy sloth that's high on weed.
And when I do actually need to go out, I get so disorganized I actually have to plan 4 hours in advance.

NeverShoutNever!

2009-11-22T05:33:00.000+08:00

Been some time since I've been in love with music from just one singer. Nowadays I just listen to random music I come by, no more specific bands or singers or pimping.

But that's going to change very, very soon. :D

Meet Christofer Drew Ingle (and no, not a typo, christopher with a F):

Singer of "NeverShoutNever!", a one-man-band. Think Secondhand Serenade but with far less heartbreak and a serious lot more of happiness, love-spreading and occasional sadness mixed in with hope.

First song I heard of his was Trouble and what can I say?
I absolutely love it. <3

Reminds me so much of a chillax version of Jason Mraz. Since the I'm Yours craze I haven't been keen on listening to him much lately cause I still haven't finished digesting all the "I'm YOUURRRRSSSS" tunes outta my head. =/

And while I still have your attention, please listen to this awesome song called On The Brightside too. =)

And after you're done with that, please go to his myspace/youtube/twitter/website/everything and listen to all those amazing songs please. This guy doesn't even have a full-length album out yet and his song Trouble already has more than 2 million views on Youtube.
Imagine that.

This 18 year old boy wonder and his trusty ukelele can seriously change the world man.
. . .
Seriously.

<3

Last day T_T

2009-11-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

Last time I'm going to school is tomorrow, and I haven't done SHIT.

Gotta scan pics for hueylin, print for chloe, pack my SPBT books, pack my choc cake for the guinea pigs at school, and get some sleep.

Kinda happy tomorrow's the last day but there's this stinging sad feeling that form 4's over. Form 5's coming soon and OH FUCK SPM.

Baked for the last time to give the guinea pigs. T___T Lavender cookies and chocolate cake. Lavender cookies kind of plain though but they're for the old people in my family and my mom banned me from using more sugar so no icing. Well anyways, choc cake = awesome, so it's okay.

So far this year's been pretty awesome really. Didn't go as plan but nothing ever does eh? =)

Well anyways, nothing else to say but...
PAY CLASS FUND. ANYONE READING THIS AND DIDN'T PAY CLASS FUND YET, CHECK YOUR BEDROOM, MY SHEEP ARE SHITTING THERE.

I'm sorry.

2009-11-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

Been some time since I had a heart-to-heart post. Recently all I've been doing is complaining about my problems and not analysing them. I miss the old times when my blog posts used to be choke full of emotions on problems which I faced. Whenever I used to have problems I would drown myself in half-assed writing on this place.

Writing on a blog is different from just writing out problems in a diary. Writing on a blog is like shouting out problems in public and hoping someone gives a damn about them whereas writing in a diary is just like crying to a mirror. Usual there's no reply to the problems but sometimes someone out there has time and gives sympathy.

So now it's time again to spill my disgusting, smelly guts to the world and hope someone will shout at me to pick them up.

Lately I've been a spoil brat. Wanting my cake and wolfing it down. I know it's due to sadness and frustration I feel in life though. I used to keep it to myself and let it simmer inside of me until it's all evaporated but now I like to release it out. Anger's very addictive and I'm scared I'll be addicted to it forever.

Okay the last paragraph is confusing but I'll try to explain somehow. Whenever I'm angry now I like to lash out my feelings to others, myself and things around me. I hurt people along the way but at the time I don't care. Regret starts seeping in though when I start to realize my faults. Sometimes we say things we don't mean.

I really try my best to be a nice person. I really do. But it's hard to balance being nice and being a pushover.
I don't want to be bullied.
But I want to be nice.

It's very conflicting and confusing I know and it's impossible to find a line to separate them both. I just hope what I do is right and what I've done wrong can be corrected.

To anyone reading this:
From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely apologize if I have insulted, offended, put you down or have hurt your feelings terribly before. If it's extreme hurt you've felt from me, I'm sorry, because no one deserve that kind of treatment no matter what they've done. Some time in the heat of the moment we do or say things we don't mean. I can't change the past but I can hope for the future.

P/S: Just wanted to let some things out. It's been eating at my heart recently.

I needs help

2009-11-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

I are sick. Has the flu. Shall wrote post withs bad grammar to amusing self and randoms stranger who is read my blog.

I has sneeze so much time that I vision are blurry. Feels like dying. Hope I can cure or is killing self.

FUCK I NEED SOME SLEEP.
OH MY GOD PHARMACIES PLEASE SELL ME SOME OF YOUR AMBIEN.
PLEASE.
I AM FOATING ON THE BRINK OF SANITY AND SANDWICHES.
PLEASE.

Mother/Earthbound

2009-11-03T03:41:00.001+08:00

O__O

Just finished playing Mother 3, aka Earthbound 2. My eyes have double vision, my left middle finger and ring finger hurt, and my brain is sooo tired.

But god it's so worth it. Mother3 = amazing.

(pic by EiffelArt on deviantart. Hit him up and give some <3 pls. http://eiffelart.deviantart.com/ )

It may seem like some normal nintendo game to people who haven't played it yet but omg THIS GAME CAN MELT HEARTS. D8

The ending was so goddamn sad man I think the black coffin filled with ashes they call my heart actually had a thump for a moment.

I checked out one of the songs on youtube and guess what? It seems it's normal being all sad at the ending, just look at the comments on the video, they practically made rivers outta tears man.

D'8

To be honest I prefer Mother 2 even though I didn't finish Mother 2.
Played Mother 2 around like 6 or 7 years ago or so. Had 1 more stage left until the game would end but the emulator had issues so yeah, couldn't finish.
Even though it's kinda foggy in my memory but I liked the fact that Mother 2 was so... weird. It's was like Shigesato Itoi (game's writer) was on crack when he made it. O__o

Just downloaded the emulator and game though so gonna be playing that soon. =D Gotta rest my brains first before I start though or I'll die of brain-dead cause after I start I can't stop. -_-
Living proof is me, I suck at playing vid games and yet I finished Mother3 within 3 days. O__O ftw man I didn't stop much expect for yesterday cause had a party. (Oh and totally random but the party was kinda fun :D)

I think this coming school holiday I'm gonna be a nerd and play vid games. O_o Don't want to cause it's so dorky but... OMG CAN'T RESIST D8.

FMy Day..

2009-11-01T02:24:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 9pm. The last 6 hours I've gone through, were the shittiest, shietest hours of my life.
Like fo' srs, FMyDay.

Not even in the mood to type full sentences, gonna make them in shitty short points:

Something's fucked up about my baking. Never touching butter in a long time
Wtf my eyesight. I'm having double vision all of a sudden
Gained weight
Accidentally knocked my mom's hand while she was taking tomato soup from the fridge. I had to mop up vagina-blood-looking soup
I smell like vagina tomato soup
Someone finished my healthy wholemeal choc chip cookies. Now I don't have healthy shit to snack on
My dog almost ate my foot
My ears are deaf from being nagged at

Frustration. -__-

rant time! =D ...& a little problem

2009-10-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

You know what I hate?

Preachers.

Preachers are nosy, annoying, arrogant, pompous bastards.

Example:

Okay sure the commenter was kinda mean but I'm complaining about nosy people, not mean people. (Mean people are reserved for another day's complaints)

Well anyways, back to the point.
Some people need to seriously STFU especially when it involves condemning people to hell.
Everyone has their own life choices and about the hell thing, it's uncertain so until you've got 100% proof, not many people are gonna get freaked out and swear their virginity.

I've got enough shit from my parents already, and I seriously don't need another mountain of people telling me to do this and that. Yeah, yeah, yeah it's for my own good blah blah.

Well fuck that shit. If I don't listen then I deserve it, if I feel that I don't deserve it and the gods are just shitting with me, then I'll make another whine/complaint/rant/bullshit-that-no-one-cares.

The worst kinda preachers are the ones that push their unwanted opinions on you.
Yes, I'm talking about the Daily Habit Preachers.

If I want to bloody arrange my books in alphabetical order in the name of their 2nd cousins in their 3rd marriage, JUST LET ME BE.
If I want to have my lights on while I sleep, LET ME BE.
If I want to dunk all my food in a blender and eat it in liquid form, LET ME FRIGGIN BE.

It won't effect you whatsoever and it'll just make me happy.

*phew* Okay. Done. Happy. =D

Now about baking. Heck I love baking. My mom refuses to buy me sugar. So I baked some sugarless, butterless crackers.
HAH MOM TRY BEATING THAT SHIT. MY CRACKERS ARE AWESOME.
Around 17 cals per slice and taste awesome with anything really. People that don't like oats think they taste like sand mixed with puke but fk em', they can't appreciate mother nature's most awesome grains.

Well there's this dilemma now. I'm supposed to be baking cheese tarts for the party but like I'm sleeping over at Susian's place on saturday night so... wtf am I supposed to do? Ah whatever I'll shove it at Susian. =D

Fireflies by Owl City

2009-10-26T21:45:00.001+08:00

Leave my door open just a crack,

Cause I feel like such an insomniac.

Why do I tire of counting sheep,

When I'm far too tired to fall asleep?

To ten million fireflies-
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes.
I got misty eyes as they said farewell,
But I'll know where several are,
If my dreams get real bizarre,
Cause I saved a few and I kept them in a jar.

Fireflies by Owl City is so... o___o.
I can't describe it. I just love it.
There's this bit of childishness and sadness inside that makes me so drawn to it.
Adam Young really makes the best music sometimes... =D

And I really like this song too. Vanilla twilight. Really sweet and makes me wanna sleep.

='(

2009-10-17T07:46:00.002+08:00

='(

Exams over but no transportation to go out... Too sad to shout profanities even. Sigh.

blah blah blah eff this eff that

2009-10-16T05:08:00.002+08:00

I thought shit would finally stop after exams and guess what?

NOT.

Sigh. At least I can be nocturnal and bake now eh?

Toilight Paper

2009-09-25T07:04:00.000+08:00

Toilight paper.

EPIC.WIN

From here (link).

Screw KFC

2009-09-21T18:51:00.001+08:00

You know what I hate?

The taste of KFC.
Yeah, you should know what it tastes like. Unless you're one of those rich kids who haven't eaten a single fast food meal in their life.

That horrible and disgusting taste of coke, coleslaw, mash potatoes, and fried chicken all wrapped up on your tongue.

Some sorta like this just minus the fake tortillas.

Yeah well it sucks. And I hate it. Screw you KFC.

3OH!3

2009-09-18T15:42:00.004+08:00

I feel so badass listening to 3OH!3. O__O I think it's cause of their voices.

Well anyways, I love 'em, so I pimp 'em.

My fav song for now is Dance With Me.

And I never noticed how sweet Colorado Sunrise was until I read the lyrics and stuff.

I'm really amazed at 3OH!3's versatility. When I first heard Don't Trust Me I thought they would be just another one hit wonder myspace band since they got this techno-rap-rock thing going on like the other bands at myspace.

...but fate somehow lead Jessie to send me Still Around.

I know it's lame but I found love at first sound. =)

After that I started listening to their other songs and I now love about 80% of all their songs. Some songs I can't get used to cause those just don't suit me. But anyways, it's still love.

And for anyone who's curious, they named themselves 3OH!3 after their hometown area code in Colorado.

So, quick go listen to all their songs. I'm sure at least 50% of them will be worth your time unless you friggin Obama or Hitler and have a country to dictate.

P/S: OMG how did I not notice this version before?! Fuck it's awesome. The beat is more heavy and even though Katy's voice doesn't seem fitting to the song sometimes, the beat is still the best.

Fuck I'm in love with their songs.

bakeddd againnnn

2009-09-18T03:13:00.002+08:00

... Okay I know this is my 3rd post within a 24 hours span but just let me be, I'm under stress.

I baked! =D Again! (Cause I found out that baking is actually a really good way manage anger. Plus you can feed other people. So it's an epic win situation.)

I baked Castella/kasutera/japanese-sponge/bitch cake. Whisking with your hand alone is hell. D= Which is why I failed last time. Well anyways, this time it came out well.
Texture, smell all good. Taste not sure cause it needs to settle for a day before being cut. (Wtf right?)

I hope my brother or my dad won't suddenly get hungry and decide to scourge the kitchen for food suddenly and devour the whole thing. -__-

Fuck I'm pissed

2009-09-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

I usually don't get pissed off so much or easily by a person, but this time I've reached, passed and jumped my breaking point.

This is a major rant so eff off if you don't wanna read a 500 word essay on how much a piece of shit a person is.

My aunt is a BITCH. And I don't fucking care if you somehow fucking find this you judgmental spinster. I hope one day you choke on your words and DIE.

How can someone come into my home as a guest and fucking judge me for who I am with just 2 weeks of seeing me? Barely seeing me actually since I avoid her like the swine flu.
And fucking hell she is not lecturing me for my own good, my mother has tried to do so for the past 10 years and has failed terribly, so I don't think she would do any better. I can actually tolerate my mother more cause she gave birth to me. Sure I'm an asshole sometimes but I can't exactly ignore the fact that my mother gave life to me.

The bitch has come into my home and disliked the way I study, the way I eat, the way I dress, the time I sleep, my friends, my hobbies, and bloody hell she's even insulted my parents before my very fucking eyes even.

The only reason she isn't get punched in the face yet is cause my family is actually pretty respectful when it comes to family ties. Older people get respected because well, they're older. And you know the so called "I've eaten more salt than you've eaten rice" chinese proverb BULLSHIT.

The fact that she's an Australian now and has a heavy aussie accent makes me hate australia. Even though aus isn't really that bad since they had Heath Ledger and the Veronicas and stuff.
Everything she represents, I hate. You know why? I FUCKING HATE HER GUTS.

I'm so bloody ashamed to be blood related to you. You make me wanna puke.

Well thank god you're leaving in 2 day's time. GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE YOU BITCH.

Gay love <3

2009-09-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

I love gay men and their music.

Frankmusic

Sam Sparro

(Link to official vid is here. Stupid record companies don't allow youtube embedding.)

Pure blissful POP. =D Never heard such light music in ages man. All this rap/rock/heavy-techno is making me sick.

And totally random but I think Sam Sparro sounds like a black dude singing mo-town.

Guilty Pleasures: Part 1

2009-09-04T23:03:00.003+08:00

(Note:I was kinda talking in a different way in this post, was a wee bit drunk. I apologize for any headaches caused.)

Okay my posts are getting boring lately so imma post stuff that are kinda interesting (to me anyways) that I'm checking out now and I'm gonna pimp them. Cause y'know, I only pimp what's hot, and what I check out is alwayyss hottt.

And my list does not contain the usually cheesy teeny booper stuff.
*cough TwilightRobertPattisonJoBrosHannahMontanaStupidShit cough*

Movies. The ones that are already here are in BLUE, the ones not yet here are in RED. Cause you know, blue is cold and old. (Rhyming unintentionally is my hidden talent. And yes, I KID YOU NOT.) Red is warm and coming soon.

1. Marie Antoinette (3/10)

A film about Marie Antoinette, once a queen of England and a woman who was the "most misunderstood and abused" female that ever existed. >_> Pfft. So far I've only seen half the movie on youtube, and yes it is available on youtube, and all I've seen is her living a lavish lifestyle by attending parties, eating decadent french pastries (AND THEY LIKE GETTING FAT. THE ASSES.) and buying millions of bloody shoes.
Millions.
Just imagine Victoria Beckham as a queen and exclude the eating part.

(Macarons, the Oreos of France. Don't be fooled by it's appearance, it's actually really awesome. And you know the french people and their picky-ness. I need to try them out man. Ritz, here I come.)

So far throughout half the movie the only sad thing she has to go through is not getting sex and not getting pregnant. You know, the royal family heir bullshit conspiracies and crap. Well maybe it's too early for me to judge but, I dunno, I think the movie's just okay-okay. The music from the movie is absolute CRAP though. Wtf plays techno at lavish balls?

2. Dorian Gray

Remember Prince Caspian from Narnia? Yeah, that blonde idiot. Well the actor's name is Ben Barnes, and I think you should try to remember it. Even though he once played a crap character in some stupid kid film, he should be given a second chance just cause he looks so bloody handsome in old english-ey clothes.
(And yes I know it's practically impossible not to swoon at guys in old english-ey clothes, *points at Heath from Casanova* but once you see the fat asses from Marie Antoinette, it's not that hard really.)

Well about Dorian Gray. Dorian Gray the film is based on the book The Picture of Dorian Gray. The main theme of the book is about Hedonism, a philosophy which is based on the obsession with the pursuit of pleasure, finding contentment and happiness in all acts that bring about pleasure without caring about the feelings of others nor caring if they are immoral or not. So point blankly, it's aim is GET DRUNK HAVE FUN WOOHOO.
(There are other philosophies on Hedonism, but I'm not gonna bother explain all of that cause it's pretty much sleep-inducing and boring.)

Now, synopsis of the movie. Dorian Gray is a simple normal person until he's swept into some sort of a higher social circle by this Lord Henry person, and like most people would, he got intoxicated by it all and wanted it to last forever. And based on my own interpretation of the trailer which is already as blurry as fuck, the old dude is the devil and wants Dorian's soul. And in return for Dorian's soul, Dorian will get to live forever to attend as many parties as he wants, intoxicate himself into oblivion and last but not least, fuck as many women as he wants.
(Everything in yellow is based on my own views and in no way it is possibly true unless the script writers are as psycho as me. If you wanna know what happens, watch it when it comes out. )

3. Inglourious Basterds

In this movie, Brad Pitt is violent-looking and wearing a military uniform while screaming: "Each and every man under my command owes me one hundred Nazi scalps... and I want my scalps!"

Okay, where can I get my tickets? WHERE. D<

Beside Brad Pitt, the main reason I wanna watch this is cause Quentin Tarantino a.k.a sick-ass-fuck-bastard-of-a-crazy-director is the director of the movie. Quentin Tarantino is known for having directed (and produced too, I think) Kill Bill, Planet Terror, Pulp Fiction and all those sick as fuck movies you pussies can't watch.

f-f-fuckkk

2009-08-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

Holy shittttttt.

My insomnia is back to haunt me. Maybe, maybe, and MAYBE ONLY I deserve for sleeping at the most random of times these past few days of holidays.

Now the maximum time I can sleep is 4 hours.
And I used to be able to sleep for 16 hours straight.

I am so bloody sleepy but my mind is sooooo active due to the fact that I sleep a lot, just not long enough. Okay I'm not really making sense but I'm ranting here, and rants aren't supposed to make sense.

Yesterday I slept at 5pm. I thought it'd be 3am in the morning or something when I woke up cause I usually sleep about 8 hours or so on a tiring day and yesterday I was as tired as fuck.

Turns out I woke up at 7pm. wtf.

And so I randomly walked around,
played rubik's cube,
baked green tea sponge cake (that failed cause it required the whiping of FIVE eggs until stiff. And y'know, my hand's weak and plus the egg rise so much it was almost spilling out of the bowl.),
find weird recipes to waste my green tea powder on,
and just walked everywhere like a bloody ghost.

And by 3am I wasn't tired enough to sleep. I swore it felt like my mind was overdosing like Heath Ledger.

And so I did one of the most tedious things on the face of the earth. I washed my hair, TWICE.
And conditioned.
And towel dry lightly.
And then bothered to blow dry it. WITH COLD AIR OPTION.

And by then it was 4am. -__- My brain died man. I was just staring at the ceiling for like half an hour and then I was like "FUCK IT!"

So I watched Pushing Daisies on PPS. I like Pushing Daisies. The pies look yummy.
That reminds me, I need to make pies. Maybe I'll make green tea cookies tonight? My oven has totally been working overtime this holiday, especially with my insomnia.
And like bloody hell I only slept at 9am today and then woke up at 12 noon. And I haven't slept since.

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(activated the chinese thingo midway ftw. -_-)

GAH IM GONNA DIE IF I DON'T GET SOME SLEEP.

D8 I'm not making sense anymore. Fuck it I'm gonna swallow some panadol to knock myself out.

...about utube

2009-08-22T05:25:00.002+08:00

Go watch Shane Dawson! (link) NOWWW.

I love the fact that's he's so open to cussing. I loooveee people who cuss sometimes (when exaggerating and needed only and not 24/7 like some idiot ah beng) cause people that cuss are usually more open minded and shiz.

Well anyways, he's hilarious. And I think he's better than Nigahiga, recently anyways. Nigahiga's running outta ideas and most other people on youtube are either still boring or I just don't get them.

...like WhatTheBuck. (link) What the fuck is WhatTheBuck saying sometimes? He goes so fast like C.S. Wong that I just stare and don't even have time to register what he's going at.

...and Smosh. (link) WTH MAN I EITHER DON'T GET YOUR JOKES OR THEY JUST AREN'T FUNNY. D<

...NigaHiga's (link) video quality is starting to fuck up. What the heck happened to his old camera?!

and most of all... FRED. (link) JUST STFU PLS. Your voice makes me want to kill a cat.

oh god.

2009-08-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

My life is a fucking mess. I do not know what the hell is happening to me but my inspiration, my motivation, my every piece of shit-fucking-will-to-live is absolutely gone.

I may not seem any different in my daily life but god my life is so messy now. I haven't done homework, studying, cleaning and bothering for ages.

I usually always get shit from my hypocritical family but maybe they've just gone too far. I've lost all motivation to care.

I need a holiday and I hope next week passes in a hurry. I desperately need some time to settle my thoughts and get on with my life.

“Life is thickly sown with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to pass quickly through them. The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us.”
-Voltaire

And so, to quickly pass my bloody misfortunes, I will. Fuck this shit. I WILL rearrange my life.

Life Goal

2009-08-08T16:18:00.002+08:00

Before I die or become too old to bake, I will, WILL, WILL bake a Matcha, Lemon and Chocolate Opera cake.

Consisting of 5 parts, taking about a whole day to make and absolute hell for me. ='(
But mark my words, I will make you one day.

Recipe and photos from here. (Click it please. The baker is awesome. She could make your tummy grumble in 5 seconds.)

=D

2009-08-01T00:47:00.004+08:00

Screw my vegan diet. Nothing gets in between my baking and me.

... Okay maybe not exactly screw it but I'll give myself 1 day of non-vegan-ness.
I used only 1 egg and 80grams of butter! Considerably less than most recipes!
Cakes require more animal killing and this is why I choose bread instead of cakes.

I made wholemeal banana, raisin and honey cinnamon rolls! And the best part was when I could see the honey dripping out of the rolls. *drools*

It took me an hour to knead the dough though cause it's my official first time baking bread without much help at all. (And instructions shouted at me by my mom is not counted. -_- )

Sad part is that after all the work I only made.... 12 rolls. And they turn stale within a day. Now that is sad.

Hope they turn out well though. They're still getting baked and rising beautifully in the oven. 8D

*And after they got out of the oven...*

They're so awesome that I don't mind that I wasted 3 hours on them! <3
Since they're fresh so they're crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. It isn't too sweet with means it's kinda healthy, and the banana and raisins make them sweet naturally.

Cakes can eat my shit (for now), I found a new love in bread.

Viva la Vegan?

2009-07-31T05:13:00.002+08:00

It's been about 2 weeks since I've declared war on meat. And all I've gotta say is...

wtf don't I live in bloody america?!

They have vegan ice cream!

They have vegan butter/peanut butter/cream cheese/whatever-you-put-on-your-bread! (And bloody hell they even have almond butter)

='(

Sorry for the useless rant. It's just that I haven't tasted chicken since forever so that kinda does weird things to your brain...
But I guess I'm doing well. Whenever I'm hungry I find fruits instead of cookies.

One impossible task though... How do I bake?
0_o

After all this time, Severus?

2009-07-15T19:05:00.003+08:00

Likk tis' is.. *sniff sniff* ... so saaadd... *blows snot into tissue* ='(

"Dumbledore: After all this time, Severus?
Snape: Always.
(discussing Snape's continued love for Lily Potter)"
— J.K. Rowling

Ok I wasn't really crying... I don't cry much since the organ my blood flows to isn't a heart, it's a black coffin of ash and dust. But this black coffin feels sad sometimes and I think it totally died when I read that quote thing.

I was bored so I was checking out GSC and then checked out Snape's wiki page and and... ='( So saddening. Snape was like the best character out of the whole story. The dude died for nothing.

Oh god I'm such a big fat pussy. ='(

To-do

2009-07-14T03:31:00.002+08:00

I haven't made a to-do list in ages. About time I get off my ass and do one.

1. Buy Fuze diet white tea with pomegranate.

I love tea. I love pomegranate. I love 0 calorie stuff.
So I absolutely, totally love you, Fuze.

2. Avoid meat at all cost for 30 days.
I don't really like PETA, but I think I should take the pledge and explore vegetarianism.

3. Find and buy green tea chewing gum.
Where the heck do they sell this stuff?! I can't find!

Going... green?

2009-07-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

Call me insane but maybe, maybe, maybe.... I wanna be a vegetarian.

(I don't agree with all of the reasons, but I do agree with most.)

And if you're pro-non-vegan then I suggest don't read this. I don't wanna unintentionally piss people off.

I can easily give up fried chicken.
I don't really like pork.
I hate most seafoods.
I'm not picky when it comes to veggies. (Bitter gourds and brinjals could go die though.)

The problems I will have to go through though if I wanna be vegetarian are:
1. Not enough nutrition.
Even if I drink a gallon of soya milk a day I will still lack in Protein.
Only way to get Iron is to eat foods that make you fart a lot (beans).
Only way to get vitamin B12 in enough amounts is by ~~cheating vegetarianism~~ eating supplements.

2. Eating out will be as hard as finding Michael Jackson alive.
How many restaurants actually bother putting out a vegetarian section?
And McDonald's doesn't have vege-burgers no more. Well at least in Penang.

3. Have to give up current foods that I like.
My salmon. My milkshakes. My muffins. D=

So a good solution will be...
being a lacto-ovo-vegetarian.

Yes to drinking milk and eating eggs. Definite no-no to eating salmon though. (... but salmon's expensive anyways so better don't eat?)

Okay this requires some thinking...

Adam Lambert rant

2009-07-03T00:06:00.003+08:00

Kris Allen go away. I don't like you. Stop invading the local radios.
I WANT ADAM. ='(

I am absolutely SICK of hitz.fm just playing Kris Allen's version of No Boundaries. Sure Kris is an awesome singer, good looking, etc etc blah blah but I still prefer Adam's version of No Boundaries.

Adam = awesome falsetto.

His voice is the kinda voice you recognize after just hearing it for a second. That distinctive falsetto is totally unbeatable.

So screw you, hitz.

MJ and Darfur

2009-06-27T17:31:00.005+08:00

First and foremost before anything, I would like to bid Michael J. goodbye. ='(
Wasn't that big a fan but I knew some of his songs since I was a kid and I gotta admit, those songs were pretty damn awesome.

Plus the guy holds the record for having the best selling album of all time. No one, and I mean NO ONE, has ever sold more than him for more than 20 years.

Sure the guy had a lot of accusations on him, but those until now are just accusations and aren't verified. Whatever he does in his personal life shouldn't affect his music at all.

And from me a big "FUCK YOU" to all those assholes who are making jokes about him even after he's dead. Let the poor guy rest in peace okay?

Makes me kinda sad to type this all in past tense.
R.I.P M.J. Say good riddance to all the bad media.

---------------------------------------------------------------

Now for some crisis stuff. Maybe this is gibberish to y'all but I'm spreading the news. About Darfur.

Since 2003 Darfur has been put into an emergency state because of a war. The Darfur government has been committing genocide.

Genocide is, as the United Nations would define, acts committed with intent to destroy, in whole or in part, a national, ethnical, racial or religious group.

Hating on people just because of how they were born and not how they act is just being Hitler the 2nd. (Hitler committed genocide against jews btw if you're still living under that rock. Get ur ass out of it now.)

And how would you like it if your ethnic group was killed just because they weren't liked? Or if your religious group was killed just because they were following their faith?

Well I can't do much, I'm just one person afterall. But it would help if I spread the news since I kinda noticed some people still go ??? when they hear about Darfur

http://www.stopgenocidenow.org

where is me vodka?!

2009-06-21T04:01:00.002+08:00

God it's 4am in the morning and I shouldn't be craving this at this time but...

man I would love some vodka right now.

All that I got in the house though is chivas and some unopened grey goose. And unopened = can't open without the owner's permission.

P/S: Anyone know where I can get those weird flavours of Absolut in Penang?

Major geek moment.

2009-06-17T20:43:00.003+08:00

I have a craving... a very bad craving...
...No it's not towards heroin or some weird drugs. -__- I'm too broke to be an addict.

I want a book.

But not just any book.
I want a book that makes me refuse to put it down as if it's gonna hit me with a AK47 if I don't read faster,
a book that blows me away so much tornadoes and tsunamis will seem like a small like exhale of bad breath from you (eat more mentos! like me :D),
a book that makes Chuck Palahniuk, Natsuo Kirino and Haruki Murakami look like amateurs (oh say it isn't so! D=),
a book that holds my attention so much I actually forget to eat and I get to lose some weight (yay =DDDDDD).

But but but...

TAK ADA BUKU LA. D<

Last book I read that was actually worth my time and unputdownable was Beat The Reaper by Josh Bazell. And even that book had a few flaws. It was occasionally (NOTE OCCASIONALLY) confusing, long windy and boring. But it makes up for it all by being vulgarly funny and crazy.

(THE ENDING OF THE BOOK WAS JUST WTF AND BLEW MY MIND. TOTAL MINDFUCK.)

Cost me quite a lot since I don't really blow my money much on things that can be used once only but damn, friggin worth it.

Not sure if I said it before since I'm as absent minded as an Alzheimer patient but maybe I should get this book: Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen.

It's a historical novel on circus life and I think I haven't read about circus life before. I keep reading these books about psychopathic murdering loners and I don't really think that's good for me...

Heroes

2009-06-13T05:16:00.002+08:00

Okay I shouldn't rant about Heroes so much since I know not many ppl watch it and I'm starting to look REALLY whine-ey.
Well excuse me for acting like a spoilt brat for 5 minutes please. I need to tell the world how much I hate bimbotic bitchy blondes. (They all start with a B!)

I just finished episode 9 of season 3 and I think they're taking sides already.
Mr Petrelli on one side with his homies while Mrs Petrelli on the other side with her 'hood.

(And there's this issue that's bothering me. Okay I know this movie's supposed to be based on fictional 'science facts', with all the 'formulas' and stuff but some of the abilities are just... WTF. Like flying. I never did understand flying. Are you defying physics or do you have invisible jet packs on your Nikes? 0_o)

Anyways, back to the main topic... WHY IS THERE A BLOND ON BOTH SIDES?!
I hate Claire and Elle soooo much. (Well not as much as Peter Petrelli cause Peter's a stupid pussy with the IQ of a turtle.)

Reason why I hate them:

1. Daddy issues.
Okay your dad may have lied/control/tortured you when you were a kid blah blah yadda yadda crap blah etc. Well whatever, stop it! WE GET IT ALREADY, OKAY?! What is with bimbos and their daddy problems?!

“You know who is confused? Bimbos. They’re easily confused. It’s one of the thousand little things I love about them. I love their vacant, trusting stares; their sluggish, unencumbered minds; their unresolved daddy issues. I love them Lily, and they love me. Bimbos have always been there for me, through thick and thin-mostly thin. B-man don’t do thick crust, what up!”
-quote from How I Met Your Mother, said by Barney Stinson the man himself.

2. Some dumbfuck from youtube. (Not a reasonable reason but I'm including it. You can't stop me)
From some random video of Hayden Panettiere (or however you spell it), someone commented that 'she is definetly hotter than megan fox'.
Uh-huh. Yeah right. Totally. -___-

ARE YOU BLIND?! THAT IS MEGAN EFFING FOX YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. MEGAN FOX! THE PERSON THAT WAS VOTED SEXIEST WOMAN ALIVE BY FHM.

(oh btw I did a double check on the rumours saying that she was born a man and guess what? They're fake. I don't know whether I should be threatened as a fellow female species or relieved that a man wasn't hotter than 90% of the female population.)

3. They contradict themselves so much
Elle kept shouting to Sylar : "YOU MURDERER!" As if like that's something bad in the show. Well even if it is something bad, her first appearance in Season 2 episode 1 she was already killing as regularly as eating breakfast. -__- And not reasonable killing too. She killed Caitlin's brother which was unnecessary since she didn't even catch Peter in the end.

Why couldn't she catch him? O_o doesn't it take a dumb-eff to know a dumb-eff to catch a dumb-eff?

Okay maybe I should've embrace the only few pairings in the show like Sylar/Elle, Matt/Daphne, Nathan/Tracy Strauss...

BUT WTF ARE THEY ALL BLONDS.
Maker of Heroes, Tim Kring, the Gods, ANYONE, I don't care who, just STOP WITH THE BLONDS. PLEASE. STOP IT. At least make them smart and not so emotional! Maybe you could add in some brunette guys? I don't even care if they're gay and married! JUST ADD THEM IN ALREADY. Someone like Josh Duhamel or something!

Oh wait I'm watching a science fiction. The only ppl that watch these kinda shows are...

male dorks.

...oh so that explains the infinite amount of blonds. Oh crap I think I need to watch shows like House or Desperate Housewives instead.

Interview With The Vampire

2009-06-11T05:28:00.001+08:00

Oh goodness. 16 mortal years of my life was not live until just now when I watched Interview With The Vampire and... It's so gorgeous. Twilight is nothing when compared to it. It was made 18 years ago but it still seems as fresh as ever.

Brad Pitt was then still quite young at the age of 27. And Tom Cruise wasn't known for being "that-idiot-who-jumped-on-Oprah's-couch" during that time and was instead almost on the same status as Brad for being super hot.

And I absolutely loved the 18th century setting for the movie. The only time when men could actually wear ruffles and lace and be considered manly.

And the black humour! Priceless.

And damn. I just read wiki and it said that Johnny Depp turned down the role of Lestat. D= He would've been such an awesome sadistic vampire.

100 truths.

2009-06-11T03:57:00.005+08:00

I duno how to do Notes in Facebook so imma do it here. YES I KNOW I'M KINDA DUMB. Everyone's kinda technology-retarded sometimes.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Seetha's sister 0_o
3. Last text message: Susian
4. Last song you listened to: I'm not sure but I think it was Lala by Ashlee Simpson
5. Last time you cried: my eyes didn't water but I know my stomach was bursting with tears when I ate that horrible chocolate cake. (please refer to last blog post if you don't understand)

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope
7. Been cheated on: EVERDAY. D=
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: lots of times
10. Been depressed: who hasn't?
11. Been drunk and threw up: Drunk yes, threw up, no.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Shit green
13. rainbow
14. invisible-colour (yes it exists, u just can't see it. press ctrl+a if you want to see it.)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yea
16. Fallen out of love: Yea
17. Laughed until you cried: totally
18. Met someone who changed you: nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: kinda?
20. Found out someone was talking about you: talking bad or good?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: umm... abt 20-30 of them I guess
23. How many kids do you want?: for now, none.
24. Do you have any pets: i don't think that 'demon creature' is my pet. IT IS A MONSTER.
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Stare at sheep that ppl gave me.
27. What time did you wake up today: 3 or 4pm
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: lepak-ing at jooling's house while waiting for my mom to talk her ass off
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: graduating secondary school.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 5 hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my habit of procrastinating
32. What are you listening to right now : I THINK it's frog sounds.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my photoshop cs2. It has pms.
35. Most visited webpage: google
36. Whats your real name: Loh Hui Min
37. Nicknames: stupid head. Asshole. Blur head.
39. Zodiac sign: Is that chinese or western? 0_o Chinese, chicken, western, taurus.
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: Hun Bin Primary
42. Secondary School?: Convent Light Street
43. High school/college?: Currently none.
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: Medium.
46. Height: 164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: nope
48: What do you like about yourself?: i have the tendency to sleep a lot. AND I LOVE IT! =D
49. Piercings: Ears.
50. Tattoos: none
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: dental?
53. First piercing: 11
54. First best friend: Jia Yuan
55. First sport you joined: ...walking?
56. First vacation: Thailand
58. First pair of trainers: Nikes.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: oxygen
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: get on with my life after this
62. Listening to: some weird crazy mat rempits nearby my house
63. Waiting on: the time to pass by

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: only if have to.
65. Get Married?: guess so
66. Career?: Something related to psychology. Not sure if wanting industrial or clinical psychology though. =/

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: depends
68. Hugs or kisses: uhhh... hugs?
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: depends
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: hard as in absinthe or vodka? I guess not.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i don't even need them
79. Sex on first date: Nope
80. Broken someone's heart: I broke my own. =(
82. Been arrested: Thank god no.
83. Turned someone down: Yea
84. Cried when someone died: nope. I could nvr accept the fact that someone died. Until now I still expect my granmas to sit on their same chairs whenever I visit. =/
85. Fallen for a friend?: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: pretty much
87. Miracles: kinda
88. Love at first sight : depends?
89. Heaven: hard to say...
90. Santa Claus: I don't even celebrate x'mas
91. Kiss on the first date: yea
92. Angels: I'm already skeptical about heaven...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope
95. Did you sing today?: Does sounding like I'm choking count?
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope... I think not
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I wouldn't.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: THE DAY PMR WAS OVER! =D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: I wonder does it hurt...
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: guess so.

The poor people i tag 8D:
EVERYONE. I COMMAND U TO DO IT. I KNOW YOU WANT TO.
...please? =D

EWW.

2009-06-11T03:43:00.004+08:00

You know the 5 Min Chocolate Cake I posted a few days ago?

WELL SHIT DON'T EVER TRY IT CAUSE IT GODDANG SUCKS.

I just tried it like 10 mins ago and eww. Sure the taste is chocolatey and stuff but god the texture is like eating a carpet. A very old carpet with cat fur on it. -___-

It was so heavy and rough and kinda... wet. Very weird feeling. It's like being dry and wet at the same time.

Oh god I just ate 1 bite and threw the rest. My stomach still feels uncomfortable though for eating such disgusting food.
You know what? I think i'm gonna try to throw up. My stomach can't take it anymore.

I bet the only people that think it's nice are the ones that rarely make their own cakes. Self-satisfaction at doing something right usually eases the tastebuds.

I think I should make some chocolate french sponge cake tomorrow to apologise to my tongue.

Sch.... weppes.

2009-06-08T03:31:00.003+08:00

I would like to introduce you all to a little friend of mine.

Random reader, this is Schweppes Bitter Lemon.

It seems like a harmless lame drink with it's ugly and gaudy sky blue colour, but once you get a sip of this baby, you'll ask coke to eat your shit.

(Btw, it contains quinine and I'm wondering if Islamic ppl can't consume that since it is under the non-halal section of grocery stores. And no, it does not contain alcohol.)

Actually at first I didn't really like it. It just brought back annoying memories of when I was a 5 year old and was sick and refused to drink my cough medicine. I remember it tasted remotely like cough medicine and I was like 'EWW'. But I did like it for it's sour taste though.

But one day I accidentally ate an almond cookie which was salty and I don't really like salty food. But once I took a sip of the Bitter Lemon though, the Bitter Lemon tasted kinda sweet and the cookie didn't taste that bad no more. =D

And when I eat sweet stuff like candy, the bitter taste in the Bitter Lemon is almost completely gone and the sour taste is totally enhanced.

And sometimes I do like to consume bitter stuff. Not sure why. Seems i'm sadistic enough to torture my tastebuds.

My preferences depend on my moods actually and Bitter Lemon is totally awesome cause it's taste changes when you eat different stuff. =D

Heroes

2009-06-07T19:41:00.005+08:00

-_- damn wei. I've been exploding my brains with Heroes since I've nothing to do at all during the holidays and bullshit, I hate this show.

So far for season 2 it was going pretty ok. Sure Peter was stupid as eff and Caitlin just disappeared into thin air never being mentioned again even though Peter said "CAITLIN WAS EVERYTHING TO ME!" Yeah right. You fail at being a boyfriend Peter. PHAIL.

Season 3 beginning was kinda mind blowing for me though. Like serious mind-*BOOM*!

1. First episode (I think it was first anyway) starts off with Sylar messing with Claire's brain and I was like... Wtf are you not eating it and just touching? STOP PLAYING WITH YOUR FOOD.
Even Claire asked and he was like "That's disgusting."

DISGUSTING?! I have lost all hope in you Sylar to be an awesome villain. You don't even support cannibalism. Shame on you.

2. AND OMG LOLZ EPISODE 4. SYLAR IN APRON. MARTHA SYLAR. xD

HAIL TO ~~SYLAR~~ THE CHEF!

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *Rolls around laughing*
And he was cutting his son's waffle for him! That's like seeing The Joker asking you to eat your veggies! xD

Oh my god. So this is the reason I continue to watch Heroes. To see Sylar in an apron. LOLZ.

diet? what is that?

2009-06-03T04:50:00.003+08:00

I have to stop making blog posts, I'm getting addicted. This is like my 4th post in a span of 24 hours.

But oh my goodness I just randomly goggled cookie and cake recipes to bake so I can fatten up everyone around me and look what I found. I think satan is going to come after me with his chocolate covered fork cause I'm promoting such sinfully beautiful things.

1. The Five Minute Mug Cake.
(Taken from here)

Yes. You heard right. Just 5 minutes to throw away your discipline and to kill humanity's morals and diets.
From the comments I can tell they eat it for breakfast, lunch and dinner, so if you don't want to spoil your tongue rotten, please don't even think of making this.

2. Espresso Chocolate Chip Shortbread
(Picture taken from here, hope they don't mind. ;D Cause their picture looked so gorgeous. Recipe from here)

"These cookies are like money. They will soon replace currency. People will want them more than gasoline. Sorry OPEC."

That is a quote from a random user on a site recommending it. OH. MY. GOD. Just looking at it I want to lick my screen.

...
Ok I should stop saying things like that, I sound like a pedophile.

3. Mini Watermelon =D

(Taken from here)

Words cannot describe my awe and surprise. Please click the link. I cannot do it justice. And hint, not really a fruit, but it does grow from vines.

4. Chocolate bowls

(Picture taken from here and recipe from here)

It's made with balloons!

...and I'm more interested in the making process rather than the eating actually. Balloons are so cute and fun, especially the helium filled ones. And once you get bored of them you can suck the helium and use it as laughing gas.

tummy growls

2009-06-03T03:19:00.002+08:00

It's 3am in the morning and I am STARVING!
The last I ate was at 7pm.
(Actually no that's a lie. That last I ate was 5 minutes ago. I snitched 2 slices of tomato.)

There's no bread, no cookies, no any food that requires no cooking.
So here I am, 3am in the morning, cooking.
Cooking what?

Egg, tomatoes and jacob crackers.
... Okay that is one sad meal. To everyone at home, don't try it.

This can't even be called cooking, this should be called 'taking whatever you can find, mashing them up, and then chucking them into a bowl'.

And hmm, be right back. I think my egg is done. (And I cooked my egg by boiling water in a microwave, taking water out and then left the egg to die in the water for 25 mins.)

*after 15 mins*

I take it back! I take it allllll back! Egg, tomatoes and jacob crackers together is the best snack ever. The egg and tomatoes are the main elements that contributes to the taste and one is salty the other is sweet while the jacob crackers tone down the taste by giving this 'plain' feeling to it. The texture is kinda fun really since the egg and tomatoes are soft while the crackers are crispy.

Oh god, it's love at first mouth. Either that or I was too hungry.

Cats are out to get us.

2009-06-02T13:21:00.003+08:00

THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END.
PLEASE CLICK HERE IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BE BURIED IN KITTY LITTER.

It contains useful information to know if your 'pet' is the next hitler.

I knew there was a specific reason why I never liked pussies. Both the animal and the human type. D<

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And after u killed ur cat, please proceed to see why it would be awesome to sex a unicorn: (click here please.)

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Now where do I find a unicorn? O_o

CHARLIE! WHERE ARE YOU CHARLIE?! *swims into youtube channel*
(Get it? channel? water? swim? xD *cue awkward moment and no laughter* o_o Oh god that was lame.)

I want my glitter farting unicorn... =(

Antique Bakery

2009-06-01T11:00:00.004+08:00

Oh god I've just finished watching Antique Bakery and... =DDDD

It makes me so happy and I really wanna bake something now. Maybe I should embrace my inner girly girl and go bake some ganache or whatever weird opera cake they were talking about in the movie. But damn ganache is just not my level. -__- I haven't even tried cake with proper chocolate whipped cream yet. I bought some whipped cream milk already but I haven't used it, wonder if it's expired yet. xD

I usually don't do this but it's hard not to swoon at a movie with random hot korean and french guys that bake things that look so cute. And don't be fooled by that trailer, the gay scenes aren't really that much. I personally think the cakes are the best thing though cause god they look so nice they could kick Secret Recipe's ass with just 1 attempt.

Sigh. Today has definitely started off on a good note. =)

Stupid tummy.

2009-05-20T15:58:00.003+08:00

Gastric. (A sickness where there's too much acid in your stomach and there's no food to melt so the acid melts your stomach instead.)

Ugh. Only reason I'm suffering from gastric is cos it's exam season and I was sick so no mood, no appetite and no time. So how does my stomach actually expect me to eat?

I googled some facts about gastric and it seems that consuming panadol and mints and acidic fruits (mangoes, oranges) actually makes it worse.

x_X So dead.

For a time span of 2 days, I actually consumed 9 panadol pills, 2 and a half mentos sticks, and a BUCKET of mangoes.

-_- I'm nvr doing a tag again in a long, long time.

2009-05-04T23:17:00.003+08:00

... WTF HAD SO MUCH TIME TO MAKE THIS QUIZ IS AN ARSEHOLE. D<

1.My Name : Loh Hui Min. But for those mat sallehs or angmohs who dunno how to say or can't be bothered to say chinese names, I'm Lyra.

2.My Birthday : 28th of April. (Same day as Jessica Alba, Saddam Hussein, and Xiaxue. O_o)

3.Who tagged you : Su Sian, Shu Wern, Owayne, Jesshie and mayb more I duno.

4.Name 5 best friends : Me, Myself, I, Hui Min and sleepy-time.

5.What do you wished for birthday : Like I'll tell u. -__-

6.Happy things that happened recently : ... This question makes me sad.

7.Most stressed about recently : Exam. Exam. Exam. Homework. Too little time.

8.What is your dream about future : Being able to work with psychos both professional and non-professional and while I'm at it, get a good salary.

9.Do you have someone you like : I like almost everything I come across. Except for UV rays, chili, annoying people, and many many more.

10.Will visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : Maybe?

11.Most happy to hang out with : People that don't mind how I act.

12.If two of your friends were having conflicts : They'll get over it. It always happens. -__-

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : Anywhere is fine.

14.What to do in Christmas : Sleep. I don't celebrate Xmas.

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : I already told you I don't celebrate it.

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : I go back to sleep.

17.How many siblings do you have : Sadly, I have a brother. I don't think we're related though. We can't possibly be. -__-

18.Favourite song(Female) : Every Word by Ercola and Daniella. Okay the DJ's a dude but whatever the vocals is by a girl.

19.Favourite song(Male) : Current faves are anything by this chinese dude call 卢广仲.

20.Favourite Colour : Shit-ious green. Think hazel or olive green.

21.Flush before using the toilets? : Yea I do actually for public toilets. I'm always scared the person before me is a retard that doesn't flush after using.

22.Love me not? : NO I FRIGGIN HATE U, U TARD FOR MAKING THIS SHIT LONG TAG THAT I'M DOING OUT OF COURTESY.

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : I can't even decide if I'm affectionate for myself, how am I supposed to be affectionate towards any other?

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : I WANNA SLEEP!

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : Yeah. When I'm sleepy nothing scares me. Seriously. I just get pissed if something disturbs me though.

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : How in the world do you pee with ur underwear on? Or are you asking if we take it totally 100% off? Wtf?

27.Who’s the bastard : You.

28.What’s the current affection : My bed. My gorgeous bed that's screaming for me to sleep on it.

29.Sleeps uglily : How am I supposed to know?

30.Whats the time now : The time is I-should-be-asleep-right-now, A.K.A 11:37pm.

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : How could I?

32.Weight : You asshole. -__- You're doing this on purpose aren't you?

33.Weather today : Can't see a thing. It's night time.

34.Are you pregnant : I don't think so...

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : Fill a bathtub with Benjamin Franklin notes and lie in it to sleep.

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : P-p-p-party. It's like a golden rule accepted by everyone in society.

【People Tagged】[You may ignore the tag but... You owe me a cookie. ]

(Some of the people were tagged before already but I don't hav enough people so Imma simply fill everyone in.)

1. Desiree

2. Farha

3. Hooi Ping

4. Jeshie

5. Kelly

6. Laizhu

7. Owayne

8. Saras

9. Susian

10. Vivi

01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】： Yep.

02-【No.10 is a male or?】：Female.

03-【 The hobby of no.8】：Eating rocks.

04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】：Nope.

05-【The surname of of no.7】：... Umm... Khoo? Koay?

06-【Does no.10 have a lot of friends?】: Not sure but I think so. She's nice. =D

07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: Yes? No? Maybe? Her relationships are complicated sometimes.

08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】：... Say what?

09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: Blue? I duno.

12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】：Some sucky school in KL.

13-【How do you know no.10?】: Classmates. Used to be anyways. Now just schoolmates and recess mates, sometimes.

14-【Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you?】：Um... I duno her birthday. Paiseh.

15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】：So much it's sad. -_-

16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: Guess so.

17-【Like to be with no.3?】：She's ok as long as she doesn't miao my ears off.

18-【How do you think about no.7?】：Weird at times.

19-【How do you think about no.9?】：MODEL STUDENT HOMEWORK GYM FREAK.

20-【Do you love no.5?】：Yep.

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Susian, shu wern, jeshie, and owayne.

2.How long have you known him/her : Susian, shuwern and jeshie since I was 13. Owayne since I was 9 I think.

3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : Everyone's important. I think.

4.Your relationship with him/her : Acquaintances. Friends. People I spend time with.

5.Whats his/hers hobby? : Susian, GYM. Shuwern, being pretty? Jeshie, making people happy? Owayne, music? O_o Damn I need to know people more.

6.What do you think about his/her personality? : Ok I guess. Kinda weird at times but who isn't?

7.His/her points of importance in your heart : ... dunno?

＊1st thing before sleep : Close my eyes.

＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : Opening my eyes.

＊Your idol : No one in particular. Anyone can inspire me.

＊Favourite season : Cloudy without rain.

＊Worked part-time before? : Never worked before. God I'm such a lazy bum. -_-

＊Times worked : Zero.

＊Country that wanted to go most : Vatican city.

＊Personality hated : Mine? Procrastinating.

＊Are you a crybaby? : Sometimes when I'm alone. Never in public.

＊You laugh a lot? : Sometimes I laugh so much my tummy feels like it's gonna break in half.

＊Do you like to go out alone? : To clear my mind, yes.

＊What time you wake up if it was a holiday? : ... Crazy times. It ranges from 4pm to 2am. Anytime really since I take like 6 naps during holidays. I never sleep long, just naps.

＊Today’s weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: Didn't you already ask this?!

＊Choose between Friends and Lover : Aren't they all the same?

＊Choose between Chances and Fates : Chances, since Fate's a stubborn bum that won't change.

＊Are you narcissist? : I can't deny.

＊Is this questionnaire long? : -_- Why are you asking when you know? DUH IT IS.

＊How to make yourself feel better every time? : Hide under blankets and sleep.

＊Favourite food : Dim sum! =D

＊Do you like ice? : Ice CREAM, yes.

＊Are you full of happiness? : I'm BURSTING with it.

＊Which are the friends that you cared the most? : Care cannot be counted. My amount of care for everyone is almost equal.

＊Whats the most important item in your bed room? : ... EVERYTHING!

＊Most consistent dream at sleep : Once I dreamt that I was the mad hatter's friend (the bunny) serving tea to someone in a cafe beside the sea. Once I dreamt I was a dog running up and down some hotel's staircase. Once I dreamt I was some snake tamer person. My dreams are weird and never consistent. -__-

＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : Chris Brown disobedient, HELL NOH. Personality disobedient, okay.

＊Whats the meaning of life? : To find the meaning of life.

＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: Yes I do, but I'm not telling you. (Hey I rhyme AND I can answer! =D)

＊When do you hate me? : Throughout the whole course of finishing this damn tag.

＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: Pretty much. April 28th seems promising enough.

＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : Taoism. Confucius is just too philosophic.

＊Favourite cake? : Black forest or mint.

＊Can we stop this game now? : I BEG OF YOU PLEASE DO.

＊Do you like sardines? ^^ : With tomato sauce, yes. (Yeah I know it's kinda weird.)

＊Who knows you the best? : Myself.

＊IQ higher or EQ? : EQ I guess. I don't read those damn emotional intelligence books for nothing! Well I hope not anyways.

＊Computer or Mobile Phone : Both.

＊Prefer to sleep or play? : sleep.

＊Friendster or Facebook? : Facebook

＊Whats your wish right now? : You'll never know.

＊Tired? : VERY!

＊Favourite drinks : Schweppes Diet Ginger Ale and Mint tea.

＊What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? : They're all nice people I guess.

2009-05-03T10:04:00.002+08:00

Usually in life I get distracted easily but...

ON SUNDAY MORNINGS IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO GET DISTRACTED D=<

I have to worry my butt off about PC Lim's homework. The damn homework takes me about 4 hours to finish! And I don't even have the right answers!I know the guy's a good teacher and all but...

GIVE US SOME SYMPATHY AND NOT JUST THROW THE WHOLE HOMEWORK PACK AT US!

At least halve it! HALF! PLEASE! ='(

random day inserted

2009-05-02T22:39:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't procrastinate blogging so much.
That's cause whenever something happens, I mean to type it down so in the future I look back and I won't go : "Damn my teen life was so goddamn boring".

Anyways, yesterday went gurney. Had transport issues (as usual), I can go but can't come back. It seems my family likes sending me off and not care about my existence in the house no more. The most will happen is they'll call and ask : "OI WHY AREN'T YOU BACK HOME EATING DINNER?! YOU GET UR ASS ON TO THE DINING TABLE. NOW."

Dinner is some sacred ritual to them and if I miss it, it seems that I will be in serious shit. -__-" But only for dinner. Dinner and dinner alone. It's like they do it for dinner's sake and not for my safety.

And so, finally found someone to take me home. Dad. But like he can only fetch me back at midnight cause he's got some work to do at Sungai Petani or something.

...
Midnight.
...

Okay! =D

Lolz. Was at Gurney til midnight before but it's dead boring then cause there's only the starbucks/coffee bean/winter warmers places that are open. And all you can do is chill and talk. Chill and talk.
Chill and talk.
Chill and talk for 2 hours. -__- Umm, I guess no cause conversation will either be dry or run out.

So reached Gurney, did usual shit like visit Secret Recipe, Sakae Sushi, followed others to their shoe obsession shops, catched a movie, walked around somemore, and then go hawker's place to eat.

Sakae sushi is evil. Service charge and tax cost abt 15 bucks. Yes, WTF. Okay, okay, I should've known earlier but usually I eat there with family and they pay the bill so I don't know anything about their 10% service charge.

Sigh. My money. =( I won't go there again except when someone else is getting the tab.
My skinny wallet can't take it anymore. I'm forcing it to puke out cash like it's some bulimic cow. Poor thing.

Watched Coming Soon which sucked. SUCKED. SUCKED. SUCKED. SO FRIGGIN SUCKED THAT I WANT MY MONEY BACK.

The whole thing was so cliche from 10 mins afterwards. All the scenes, even the music was predictable. You know that creepy violin music? They usually play it when someone is gonna open some unknown door/closet. And then after the person opens the door/closet, nothing happens.
They did that scene, TWICE!

Usually thai horrors are good but this one was a big fat fail. I'm totally disappointed at the makers of Shutter. Shutter was so good but this one was so boring I wanted to go to sleep. And to even avoid going to sleep, I actually went to the toilet.

Toilet was all dark and quiet but I wasn't scared a single bit. This is how much the movie sucked. -__- I could even stay there an extra 2 minutes to play with the touch sensor tissue dispenser. I think the tissue dispenser was far more entertaining than that dumbass movie.

The most annoying though was the screaming pussies in the cinema who were actually scared. Not their fault but their screams annoying leh. Can't help but not like their voice.

The rest of the day was pretty boring. Went to see some stores and stuff then had to go home. Needed to follow jooling home cause I had to hang out there until dad could fetch me but first had to go adelyn's house cause more convenient for jooling's mom. But traffic was so heavy and jooling was worried her mom would be pissed since adelyn's dad was stuck in traffic and would take some time to get home.

So we walked. From Gurney to opposite Island Plaza. Everything was fine really but kinda rushed and even though rushed took 20 minutes. On foot took abt 15 mins less than by car. And umm... My blur-ness could kill me one day.

Cause you know the road right in front of Island Plaza? A lot of cars, fast flow, and weird concrete divider in the middle. Me and jooling were sitting on the divider waiting for the traffic light to turn red so we could walk across. And I actually daydreamed while sitting there.
Jooling was scared (and I should've been too but it couldn't get across my thick skull to be scared) and like once the traffic light turned red, she quickly crossed the road. I was on the other hand, still thinking about what I should eat for dinner. I turned my head and was like WTF HOW DID SHE TELEPORT TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD THAT FAST?! And then I realized I should quickly cross too. I simply crossed the road and kinda almost got ran over a van. I think I was drunk from the vodka I drank earlier that afternoon. -__-

(oh eff titles)

2009-04-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Turned 16 years old 2 days ago. Feels the same really since it's just 16. Nope can't buy alcohol legally nor go into over 18 only movies in cinema yet.

Well whatever. That's the reason why fake IDs are needed.

On the upside though, I get loads of free cake and ice cream from people! And guess what? No chocolate this year! =DDDD (Not really a big fan of that brown shit like cream.)
...except for the choc and mint cake my aunt gave me...
But the mint taste kinda overpowers the choc taste so I don't really mind.
Had a whole pint/tub/some-size-I-duno of Haagen-Dazs green tea ice cream. So yeah, I'm as happy as a pink elephant now.

Loads of nice people actually cared about me and that day more than I had for myself really so, thank you nice people, you know who you guys are!

Best present ever though was my mom raising my allowance. Sorry but nothing can beat that. Well maybe a domokun shrine or God bestowing me Wolverine hands, but it's not like I have those... yet.

Anyways, wth didn't anyone give me a real life sheep or dog-that-looks-like-sheep?

Damn the Old English Sheepdog is so cute. You just wanna fluff it up and eat it like cotton candy or use it as a pillow.

Insert question mark here

2009-04-26T21:20:00.005+08:00

Listening to : Andrea Bocelli
Mood: Thinking too much

Note: Very long useless rant to satisfy my idleness. Don't read if you don't want to waste your precious time. Touches on religion and society. Very confusing indeed.

"...one of the sad facts about getting older is that you've always thought of yourself and people you know as righteous and true and the people you dislike as evil. The older you get the more muddy that water becomes." -Daniel Handler (Author of A Series Of Unfortunate Events)

... So true.

What can really separate us from good and bad?
Society's views?
Habits passed on for generations?
Religion?
Our own opinion?

Always in movies or books you'll see this really evil person that turns out to be... 'good' or just 'neutral' in the end.
Good examples include:
Snape from Harry Potter,
Count Olaf from Series of Unfortunate Events,
Galileo Galilei (If u didn't know, Galileo contributed a lot to the study of astronomy, but he was suspected of heresy by the church),
Sylar from Heroes
and etc.

All of them, in my honest opinion, were pretty neutral to me since the start to the very end of me knowing about them. Okay, some people may not agree on Sylar, but he was abused as a kid, and that may have scrambled his brains up a little, and so what if he's taking advantage of Peter Petrelli? Stupid Peter has every ability known to man anyways.

And on the topic of religion.
Religion doesn't make bad people. Bad characteristics make bad people.
There are bad people in every religion. Religion is just part of you, not as a whole.
So I do get a little pissed off when some Americans have prejudice over Muslims since their 911 incident.

And people shouldn't avoid doing bad things for JUST the sake of being true to your religion, do it for the sake of others' happiness, for the sake of the next generation's future. I don't think being scared of divine retribution and thus not committing a crime is going to help the thinking of future people.

And waging wars in God's name is just... effed up.

(Image taken from A Perfect Circle's website by the way.)

Actually not just that. Using God's name for your own greed, twisting His words to your own advantage, and consoling yourself that you are merely doing this for Him is just plain wrong.

I'm not going to mention people that are committing this act. There are just too many to mention. You may know them from daily life as people close to you, from the media as politicians, and many, many more.

I myself am just one person. I cannot do much but I can restrain myself from doing bad things when my conscience tells me it's just a crappy thing to do that will affect other people. I'm no Saint. But that doesn't make me Satan either.

The wishlist that will never be fulfilled...

2009-04-18T12:31:00.003+08:00

This guy makes me so sad. T__T

Yea I know I'm not a kid anymore but...
OMG that domokun candy! D<
omg those candy choppers. T__T
And it doesnt help that I'm eating lousy arabian apricot candy. Eww it sucks.

And omg omg omg. Saw this on geekologie! CLOUD CHAIR!!!

This chair actually freaking FLOATS. LEVITATES. NOT-TOUCHING-GROUND.
No I'm not lying. It floats using... magnet concepts! =DD Opposite poles attract, same poles deflect..? I duno some sort like that it kinda rhymes with attract I just forgot the word.

The thing is... It's just an idea. It doesn't really exist. So no, I can't get it from Ikea. =(

(Edit: The candy sucked so bad I fed it to my plants. Worst candy ever.)

Note to self: EAT.

2009-04-15T19:04:00.003+08:00

Note: If you're on a diet, please stop reading this post at once.

1. Lok Lok at Pulau Tikus. Opposite IPG building.
Known for big portions on the stick and ho liao soup.

Should be this stall. Cause it's like the only Lok Lok stall in Pulau Tikus.

(Pics taken from here and here.)

2. Tong Sui at Mat Toh Yau

Known for their pink store and van. O_o But honestly leh, ate there before and it's pretty good. So need to go again.

... I'm hungry liao...

(Pics taken from here.)

3. Coffee and toast from Toh Soon.

This kopitiam's at Campbell street and is damn old. In my opinion, sells the best coffee and kaya toast EVER. They make my usual breakfast taste very lousy. Bought their kaya before too. Very very nice but a little more expensive than usual kaya.

(pic from here.)

4. Bee ko moi from... duno where yet.

Sigh. Been ages since I've ate it until I've forgetten when was the last time I've had a taste of it. =( Anyone know where they sell good bee ko moi?

(pic from here.)

5. Japanese food from Tao.

Quite renowned I think cause heard quite a few people talking about it already. Need to try.

(Pic from here.)

~~6. Char Koay Teow from Lorong Selamat~~

Everyone should know this aunty gua... She's like the superhero of char koay teow with her weird hat and goggles. If you dunno I seriously question if you're a Penangite. Either that or you never go out.
Known to tourist as "best char koay teow ever" and known to locals as "got lansi aunty that asks customers to self-service under the sun".
I think it's okay la since I was never a fan of Char Koay Teow since it's all oily and fat with prawns. Eww. D= I ate 2 mouths before only.
Over rated, very over rated, since I know that Penang is shit full of Char Koay Teow and in almost every lorong, hawker stall, restaurant also sells almost the same thing.
Plus this aunty sells it at 7 ringgit. WTF.

(Pic from here.)

7. Xiu Long Pao from Dragon-I at Queensbay.

... MUST EAT. Quite pricey but damn man... T_T

(Pics from here.)

Oh where has that pedophile gone?

2009-04-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

This is totally random and could be just me but...

Damn man where have all my old pervvy jokes and personality gone?!

As I clearly remember, I used to say very, very, VERY disgusting and explicit things just for laughs. My laugh at least. It felt good to joke about ****ing, *****s and the usual *****es.

But NOOOO. I'M NOT THE OLD PEDOPHILE I ONCE KNEW ANYMORE.

Yeah I know, "things like that shouldn't be joked about!", "girls shouldn't say these kind of things, especially in public!", and the list goes on and on and on and on and on an... *snores* zzz.

Well screeeeew THAT. I love my (jokingly) rude attitude!
And it's kinda... fading.

D=

Mei-chan's Butler

2009-04-11T17:20:00.005+08:00

I wanna watch Mei-chan No Shitsuji! (Aka Mei-chan's Butler)

But...
It's unavailable on PPS. Crunchyroll is screwed. And mysoju is as slow as my granma poopping.

Sigh.

Edit: Omg omg i finally got mysoju to load and OMG. They have sheep everywhere in the show =DDDDDDDDDD

Have I found you?

2009-04-10T21:13:00.004+08:00

Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron and Wine

The movie's not exactly my cup of tea or slice of cake, but some of the songs on the movie deserve some applause. This song's just so beautiful. It definitely deserves a good listen.

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

The song's about the loss of the American Dream. Which I don't really know about since I've been Malaysian my whole life, but I kinda get the idea of losing hope in something you've been dreaming a very long while for.

Bad song choice for Twilight's prom scene. -_- Sigh. But who am I to say really? Without the movie I wouldn't have known about the song. Folk music isn't really my favorite genre.

To: vegans of the world

2009-04-08T17:52:00.003+08:00

LOLZ ME LUV LULZKATZ 8DD.

Lulz. Well anyways, got the pic from some person on plurk. It's so cute I just had to put it here.

They should print it out on big ass posters and stick em in PETA people's faces. Stupid PETA people. I like their goals/missions/whatever-they-call-it, but their 'holier than thou' attitude seriously needs some fixing. Civilized people do not just run up into a runway and stick a big sign saying "GISELE FUR SCUM" on it while the show's still going on.

People have their choices and decisions and we should respect them. If their decisions are affecting the quality of life of other people, ~~yeah sure then set their houses on fire~~, you should still have a CIVILIZED ARGUMENT over it and not throw red paint all over people. Doing that just equivalents you to being some mafia or syndicate member or something like it.

Speaking of syndicates, the school's been having one lately that steals food. Well anyways, the discipline teacher just blew her top and had a facial expression like this: D=<. And this is just food stealing... Some girl from Union got pregnant and doesn't even know who the dad is (-_-") and I wonder, just wonder, if that girl was from this school... Dammmnnn man. Pn G. gonna gut and murder her and break her spinal cord into 4 quadrillion pieces.

Where have all the f-ed up cartoons gone?!

2009-03-29T05:02:00.002+08:00

Remember the cartoons from when you were little?

Felix the cat?

(God I loved this episode so much I actually remember most of it. I actually can remember the dude with the beard.)

Ren and Stimpy?

God I miss the era of cartoons that were on crack. Current cartoons all make sense. It's no fun anymore. =(

Oh and by the way I'm finding for an episode of Felix where I clearly remember that Felix had like an evil clone of him and his evil clone was inverted.

And there was this other insane cartoon that had a kangaroo(I think, or some other eff-ed up animal with ears) that had this round patch of black and when he stuck it somewhere, it would be a hole through that object. And like he traveled through it or something.

These cartoons have gotta be real. Either that or I was high on M&Ms and sugus when I was 5 until I hallucinated them.

This is real funny and pretty much true.

每当我背对星空...

2009-03-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

Lu Guang Zhong. I totally recommend songs that are sung by this guy. Even though he looks like a total otaku with zero fashion sense, his voice and guitar skills are still wow.

This song's kinda calming and happy. I think it's my fave.

And this one is so happy. I wanna wake up to this kinda song.

His singing skills are kinda scary. Even though he's an imitation of Vitas... I still think Vitas looks cuter. If only Vitas would stop with his lame techno/electronica concept costumes...

Kinda rock-ish. But still it's good.

It seems that the story of this guy is, he got hit by a bus and was in critical condition. But then he seemed to have miraculously healed and he picked up playing guitar.
The accident seemed to have left him with crazy musical skills and the inability to wear proper pants and sock and have a decent hair cut. But yeah, his music compensates for the lack of fashion sense.

Clazziquai and ???

2009-03-25T20:42:00.002+08:00

ba-bump.

Someone has found a new love.
Clazziquai.

A love that puts me to sleep actually. But I don't really mind since I'll get to dream.

Tests are over and I finally get to sleep my ass off as I did usually.

That reminds me, I need to go shopping for birthday presents/crap. I should take up rubix cube-ing to encourage the rotting process of this brain. But the damn cube costs like 20 bucks. 20 bucks to burn your brain.

Sigh. Ca$h.

Well that's it, just a quick update. I'm kinda sleepy now so my brain's attention span is short and I can't think well.

A taggggggggg. And a ranttttttttttttttttt.

2009-03-19T12:30:00.004+08:00

Been some time since I did a tag. Not sure if I remember how to. O_o

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Crazy stuff u did before.
Saw a car coming and yet I still walked across road. O_o I was kinda small though so it's excusable.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
Sleep.

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life, will you go back to the past ?
NE-VAH! The current me is a product of all these past memories and if I do perfectly in every single one of these past situations, I wouldn't be the retard I am today. =D

4. Have you ever been betrayed?
=_=" Every single day it happens. Every. Single. Day.
(My mom does it a lot. I say I want mash potatoes for lunch, she gives me wedges instead. =( )

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
I have a heart? O_o

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
Totally.

7. What are you afraid to lose?
Sleep. Insomnia is my greatest enemy.

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
Sleep. (Hey! Same as vivi =D )

9. Have you ever had a silent crush on someone for years?
I always had this 'fetish' for peach yogurt... But I guess that ain't counted right?

10.Do you think you are special?
In a whole universe this big, nope I aint. But in my own retard mind, HELL-YEAH. =D

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
Chris Brown behavior.

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
To find a purpose in life.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
Nah, I'll spare the world one day of peace.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Potatoes. Mash potatoes, fried potatoes, potato chips, wedges, etc. I looooove potatoes.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Rich. Money can't buy happiness, but it sure helps.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My procrastination and attention span. =(

17. If you were given a chance to brain-wash yourself, which part of your memory would you like to erase?
Umm... It's too scary to mention here.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?

I just do I dunno why. It's so sweet and sappy and awwwwwww.

19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
To nag at little kids passing by and mention all those stories that go start with: "When I was your age...", just to see those tortured faces. =DD

20. Favourite word and why?
Hellooooo. The start of a new beginning.

I tagg....
Shuwern!
~~Saras!~~ batu!
Susian!
Jessshhie!
Hooiping!

On another note though, dear God.
Test are coming and I'm being an arse by not studying. I studied last night and it was god forsaken-ly horrible. Sasbadi add maths is like so confusing because of the way they state the question. It's like saying:
When this positive integer is subtracted from this other constant integer, what may be the product of it?
When it could easily be stated as:
2-1=?

Ask what cb la like that. I'm not einstein. Speak normally sasbadi!

And bio. DDDDDDDD=
So. Damn. Screwed. I hate chapter 2. Chapter 3 is ok. Chapter 2 is... *cries*

And I don't even want to think about physics, chemistry and malay.

M to the F-L-O

2009-03-14T12:00:00.003+08:00

It's been a guilty pleasure all my life, and I didn't even know it. I love M-Flo.
They make my pulse beat triple-time with the amazing sounds they chuck out.

To get some free and fast downloads of their songs to get a demo of what I'm feeling, please click here.

Didn't really notice it but when I rummaged through my bro's old stash of Play Station cd's, M-Flo was on one of them DDR games. So I've actually been listening to them unintentionally since I was like what... 6 years old?

After 10 years, they still amazingly come out with great rhythms and beats.

Nothing could make me happier than fuss-free songs in another language I don't really understand at all.

Backstabber by Ke$ha

2009-03-07T23:38:00.001+08:00

Goddamnit everyone go listen before everyone whores on it and you don't feel special anymore. It's so superficial pop but I just can't help but like it.

Comp died. Again.

2009-03-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

On a cold and rainy Friday night...
In a lonely house up in the hills...
The devil came...
and...

My computer kena serious virus. -__-

Shit man. I'm currently using the comp without a start menu. And you can't right click. Desktop no shortcuts. And it hangs sometimes when opening some files.

That Lady Gaga pic is my desktop wallpaper btw...

That's how the whole damn thing looks like. The only way I'm actually able to blog and use the internet without a start menu is with 3 beautiful, beautiful buttons:

CTRL ALT DLT.

Goddamit I love these 3 buttons. Tears come into my eyes just thinking of them. What would I do without a task manager?

=')

The world does have hope after all.

On another note, I've done the menu/advertising thingo for canteen day.

Floating holy cuppycake.
HA beat that u ice blenders and nugget makers!

Damn I just noticed it looks so girly and lala. O_o
It's not so neon though after printing. =( And 2 out of the 3 copies were... weird.
But it went well I guess.

And umm...
The real authentic cupcake may umm... *cough* differ slightly *cough*... from the one in the picture. >_>

Well anyways, buy a KUPPYKAKE! 8DDD *flashes retarded 5 year old look*

=DD

2009-02-25T18:37:00.002+08:00

www.ppstream.com

Best program ever made. If you understand chinese that is.

Omg it has so many damn movies and series and the load time is just....
Oh fuck it there is no load time.

You just wait for it to load for 1 minute, and the whole 2 hours movie has no lags, AT ALL. Even with a stupid streamyx connection that is as fast as my granma shitting, still no lag.

Gossip Girl season 2 until episode 17 all there. Fuck you youtube and especially you, limewire.

Oh how I love all these random chinese programs. And I thought ttplayer was as amazing as programs could get already.

夕阳无限好　却是近黄昏

2009-02-23T19:40:00.005+08:00

My Chinese sucks.

I know it, I admit it. But sometimes I just can't help listen and stare in awe of some chinese songs. The ones I understand anyways.

夕阳无限好

Sung by: Eason Chan
Composed by: Eric Kwok
Lyricist: 林夕

多经典的歌后一刹眼已走
缠绵著青葱的山丘　转眼变蚁丘
这个刹那宇宙　拒绝永久
世事无常还是未看够　还未看透

多好玩的东西　早晚会放低
从前并肩的好兄弟　可会撑到底
爱侣爱到一个地步　便另觅安慰
枉当初苦苦送礼　最艳的花卉　最後化烂泥

夕阳无限好　天色已黄昏
本想去凭爱　去换最灿烂一生
想不到长吻　带来更永恒伤感
夕阳无限好　却是近黄昏
高峰的快感　刹那失憾
风花雪月不肯等人　要献便献吻

多风光的海岛　一秒变废土
长存在心底的倾慕　可会够细数
每秒每晚彷似大盗
偷走的青春一天天变老
只可追忆到　想追追不到

夕阳无限好　天色已黄昏
本想去凭爱　去换最灿烂一生
想不到长吻　带来更永恒伤感
夕阳无限好　却是近黄昏
高峰的快感　刹那失陷
风花雪月不肯等人　要献便献吻

好风景多的是　夕阳平常事
然而每天眼见的　永远不相似

It's about the changes in life and how beautiful things will tend to end some day.
I love the last line so much. It always makes me go 'Aww... ' =)

It's roughly translated as

"Beautiful scenery is not rare, like the common sunset.
But even though you see it everyday, it's never the same."

To me it's like one of the most beautiful songs ever. I just can't explain it. I don't even really understand why, it just is. So many songs in this world but damn, I love this one a lot.

And the music video, it's just so sad.

=) Nevertheless, I love.

Fashizzle my weekend.

2009-02-21T22:38:00.004+08:00

I am currently censoring the penises off renaissance sculptures and painting.

Okay, weird intro but yes I'm doing it right now for the sack of education. History powerpoint presentation.

On a completely unrelated note I finally found amazing cigarettes. =D

Green Apple flavoured.

Strawberry.

Lemon.

=D I don't smoke but they seem pretty cute for things that kill your lungs.

Edit: Oh God finally finished a bit. =( Kinda late already. It's so late, it's early. 4AM in the morning. O_o

And damn man I found even cuter ciggies.

God they look gorgeous. 520 supreme Taiwan type ciggs.

Choc flavoured.

Damn people are getting creative nowadays. O_o

Agnyess Deyn in Jean Paul Gaultier ad

2009-02-15T12:03:00.001+08:00

I've never really liked models or what they did cause they always looked so... typical and the same but...

Damn. That's a nice ad.

2009-02-13T21:58:00.009+08:00

Epilogue to Through the Looking Glass
(Also known as "A Boat Beneath A Sunny Sky")

A boat beneath a sunny sky,
Lingering onward dreamily.
In an evening of July --

Children three that nestle near,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Pleased a simple tale to hear --

Long had paled that sunny sky:
Echoes fade and memories die.
Autumn frosts have slain July.

Still she haunts me, phantomwise,
Alice moving under skies
Never seen by waking eyes.

Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.

In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die:

Ever drifting down the stream --
Lingering in the golden gleam --
Life, what is it but a dream?

-Lewis Carroll
(From the book "Through The Looking-Glass, and What Alice Found There")

This poem is a (kinda) title-less poem at the end of the book. The beginning letters of each line, when put together, spell Alice Pleasance Liddell.

Alice Liddell seemed to be a real girl and she was the inspiration for the story.
(Rumor has it that Lewis Carroll was a pedophile and liked the real-life Alice. O_o)

Well I'm not going to accept or reject any rumors. I'm just going to know they exist, but I'm not going to acknowledge it, since Lewis Carroll is the writer of one of my favourite books (next to Chuck Palahniuk's Fight Club of course).

Hush-a-by lady (Lewis Carroll)
Hush-a-by lady, in Alice's lap!
Till the feast's ready, we've time for a nap:
When the feast's over, we'll go to the ball --
Red Queen, and White Queen, and Alice,
and all!

Hush-a-by baby (Mother Goose)
Hush-a-by Baby, on the tree top,
When the wind blows, the cradle will rock;
When the bough breaks, the cradle will fall,
Down tumbles baby, cradle, and all.

HA. I prefer Lewis Carroll's version. Mother goose is a sick baby killer!

Okay, that was random. But I just had to slip it in, somewhere.

Well anyways, Alice is barely an obsession of mine, it's just a pure interest I check from time to time. What really catches me though is the odd whimsical and cheekiness of the writing.

It's so fun sometimes in this awkward way. =D

(Psst... I still haven't got the original unabridged versions of Wonderland and the Looking-Glass yet. Someone mind getting me a leather bound one? =D )

(Oh fine I know, DREAM ON.)

=)

2009-01-30T23:53:00.004+08:00

I hate living on the other side of Penang far from the malls and the bustling city life but...

Oh the sea breeze smells like heaven~!

When you close your eyes you could almost, almost, ALMOST! feel as if you're just 1 feet away from the ocean.
And the scent doesn't get mingled with air pollution or anything else. No noise pollution either.

Just the breeze.
And you.

One of the very few reason I like it here.

I can't care to put a proper title.

2009-01-30T21:36:00.005+08:00

Listening to : Nothing Lasts Forever by Maroon 5
Mood : A little bit confused

Take a deep breath.
...
...
Let it out.

Nope that is not a calming exercise or CPR.
That is a sigh. A sigh of surrender.

My photoshop skills are lacking lately. Very lacking. All I've done is retouching on sheep photographs and flipping it around and make the copyrights clear again so I don't get sued.

=/

I used to be able to stay up until 5am in the morning squinting at some dumb tutorial written by an amateur to use it as inspiration.
But now at 5am in the morning I'm staring at ~~smut~~ 'educational subjects' and stupid videos on youtube or just mindless articles.

Is it procrastination, the thief of time? Or is it laziness? Inspiration? Anger? Sadness? Happiness? Forgetfulness?

It's true hard work never killed anybody, but I figure, why take the chance? ~Ronald Reagan

Emotions played a part in inspiring me. But emotions also play a bigger part in killing me metaphorically.

Apathy.

So that's what I'm feeling that caused me to be this way. Apathy is the state of Nirvana for some, but for people like me it's just a chore, a bad habit, a stupid emotion.

I always thought that my emotions reflect my thinking. And I always liked to imagine my flow of thinking in font types. Happy is curls, sad is Anywhere But Home, ecstatic is A Charming Font.
(Curls, Anywhere But Home and A Charming Font is all font names by the way if you didn't notice or know.)
Whenever I'm apathetic my brain thinks in Font size 10 Arial black font.
Normal. Dead. Uncaring.

Sigh.

I'm not moody or sad. I just... don't know.

I can't even care to finish this blog post......

Karangan "Terbaik" UPSR 2007

2009-01-30T03:45:00.004+08:00

I know it's in malay and some people just tulan to read cause we see it everyday at school in almost every subject but please read. It's hilarious. xD Been circulating around the internet for some time.

Karangan budak darjah 4

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

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xD

I wish I wrote this when I was a kid. Or maybe I did already. O_o

The 'Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu.' and ultraman part really cracked me up. xD

Fuck Screw braces.

2009-01-23T23:37:00.001+08:00

~~Fuck~~ Screw braces.

This should explain it all.

How high is your sky?

2009-01-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

La da da da da da da da da dum
La da da da da da dum

Boy In A Rock And Roll Band - The Pierces

If only it was Summer now and I'm in front of a non polluted beach, this song would fit perfectly.
It is Summer all year round in Msia but currently it's freezing. Freezing. As in crazy strong winds that causes me not to on the air conditioning.

I would prefer the air conditioning on really. When it's on the stupid mosquitoes won't bite the blood outta me. I could cover myself under my blanket but my blanket was just washed yesterday and I hate clean blankets. Hate. I love my scent. Okay not many people may agree with this but I still love my scent. Stupid detergent.

So I can't cover myself with my blankey. ='(

And the mosquitoes are savages. Savages I tell you! Thus I only slept at 3am yesterday. And I woke up at 5am because I accidentally set my alarm an hour too early. Ha ha. It's so funny I'm twitching. -_-

Ah whatever. Not much meaning complaining now. I hate complainers anyways so no meaning to become something I hate.

Anyways, let's cut the crap. And get on with the bullshit in my life.

1. Tuitions are not arranged yet. Why does everyone tuition start at 8pm?!
2. My mom is gonna be M.I.A. until Friday.
3. My homework is starting to pile up. Very little, but yes it is. After I clean it, it just starts piling up again!
4. I still don't have my domokun pencil case yet.
5. Oh god my fangs are giving me ulcers cause I got all 4 teeth behind the fangs pulled out for my braces. Vampires are a bunch of bullshit. They wouldn't survive a day with these ulcers.
6. I want my Gossip Girl Season 2 stupid limewire. Work! (Yes I watch GG. I am guilty as charged. Shoot me if you may.)
7. I want my Sex and The City ~~season~~ ALL OF THEM. I need to go Batu Feringghi to get them but I don't think I'll be going there for some time. (Yes I watch Sex and the City too.)
8. I need to put some time aside to finish my 5 seasons of Nip/Tuck. I would watch it regularly but it's so damn explicit my parents would puke up their hopes of their only daughter after they see it. And my laptop's DVD player has a serious screw lose.
9. Adobe Flash Player is screwing on me. Again.
10. Everyday feels like a lousy Monday. What happened to the Fridays?

Nothing much. Just wrote this thing to let me think properly for awhile. My head's been off the ground lately.

2009-01-10T18:43:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

=D

D=

School started and I'm a tad busy. I'm kinda happy really that I got things to do so I can unglue my ass to the bed, but I'm feeling the anxiety of pre-stress so that's kinda... frustrating I guess.

I can't really explain it in words. It's just emotions really.

Well anyways, I need to find some tuitions. It's all a big jumble now and I kinda regret not arranging it earlier but I know my faults, so don't repeat it into my ear.

I think I got Physics and Chemistry tuition sorted out now so it's pretty okay. There are a few flaws in the Physics and Chemistry tuition but I guess I have to brush it off.
Add maths tuition I think I should join 2? Just cause I'm too paranoid?
Still haven't found a decent Malay tuition not too far away yet though. Most of them in Bayan Lepas or Batu Mertajam or something. -__-
And should I take Accounts? O_o Are extra subjects a good move? What about ETS, English literature, blah blah etc etc.

*headache*

Sigh. I hope I manage to sort it all out before February. My life's very off track right now.

But I guess I still got time to be a nerd... So I need to...

Get this book!

Rant by Chuck Palahniuk

Oh wait there's another one:

Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk. It's about some death cult or something. Not sure but a lot of reviews say it's quite a good read.

I love Chuck Palahniuk's style of writing so I think I should get these.

AND OMFGASM.

=O

ohdeargoddomokunpencilcasebemine

I first saw it in New World Park's Nice Day but I was skeptical about it. And now the more I think about it, the more I love it. I found one almost like it in Prangin's Nice Day but it was FLAT so I almost bought it but Seetha talked me out of it while saying something about McDonalds.

=( It's as if I don't have a part of my soul without it.

The bag is optional but nevertheless it's still worth a 5 second OMFGASM.

原来你什么都不要

2009-01-03T05:02:00.003+08:00

This is kinda sudden/unexpected/random but omg to think I almost waste a minute and a half watching the whole thing. (I only watch 20 seconds, front 10 seconds, back 10 seconds and I know the whole video's content.)

FAHRENHEIT SUCKS.

And the thing is... Are they even cute?! Wtf are 80% of girls aged 10-14 that know chinese ~~BLIND~~ DEAF AND BLIND?!

I honestly love this song and today suddenly at 4am in the morning the last line of the chorus suddenly popped into my mind and I couldn't sleep because it kept bugging me so I had to find the song.

When the song came out I think I was only about 5 and hell I didn't know a single word of chinese but I loved it. :D
And so after a few years I heard it randomly at times and I didn't know the title but I had this huge 99% correct suspicion that the title was the same as the last line in the chorus.

And I was right. (Well 1 word isn't in there but it doesn't really matter eh? I said 99% already)

And so today I finally found myself the worst version of this song.
And the best version of this song is by Jam Hsiao: (Yes I know, weird name.)

The guy's uncharismatic, shy, awkward, and seems totally geek-ish but... damn good voice. I think I melted.

Haruki Murakami

2009-01-01T21:17:00.003+08:00

I wouldn't be surprise if people start throwing stones at me after I say this, so listen up.

I want a book. I think the cover is cute. This is the cover:

A gorgeous, big, fat, fluffy, white, cute, beautiful and naive sheep with a red star on it's side.

I don't know who is the designer/maker of the cover yet but... Oh damn you cover maker, how dare you kill us to buy a book for it's cover only.

And it's sypnosis:

"This mock-detective tale follows an unnamed Japanese man through Tokyo and Hokkaido in 1978. The passive, neurotic, chain-smoking main character gets swept away on an adventure that leads him on a hunt for a sheep that hasn’t been seen for years. The apathetic protagonist meets a woman with magically seductive ears and a strange man who dresses as a sheep and talks in slurs; in this way there are elements of Japanese animism or Shinto."

Seductive ears and dressing up as sheep...

...

Ok ok I'm buying it already! Stop persuading me with these things!

I haven't even finished the first book of Haruki Murakami's I bought. Sputnik Sweetheart. The book's kinda sad and somber in a weird way but somehow I keep flipping the pages to find a tiny little ounce of hope.

Or maybe it's just his writing style that makes it sound so lonely.

And no I didn't finish it because I'm a lazy ass, it's just because it's hard to bring out in public with a naked lady lying on white sheets on the cover, and usually I read books in public cause... I don't like public attention. Strangers make me feel neurotic. It's like I owe the whole world money or something.

Sigh.

2008-12-29T02:12:00.002+08:00

I am so tired.

Just got back from Kedah and it's been like 60km (or more? I don't know.) and I'm totally dead.

Got 2 teeth removed from my mouth too. And the experience of getting teeth pulled out is... weird.
It didn't hurt a single bit, but after the dentist poked my mouth with the numbing needle, I swear I was hallucinating man. The doctor asked me to get up and all I could do was 'O__O' at him. And then my mom whacked me on the head and I finally woke up.

I think the novacaine (numbing medicine) makes you high.

Well anyways, there's a rat in my kitchen. Why you ask? That's cause for the 2 days me and my mom weren't home, my family seem to have forgot the responsibility of closing the kitchen door.
And just now when I was in the kitchen taking out the weighing machine from underneath some rack place where the fearful thing is hidden, the effing rat jumped from under it.
Immediately after that my mouth seemed to spill profanities faster than most people piss.
(And yes the weighing machine is in the kitchen. I'm not sure why but I think it's for people to scare the shit after themselves right after they've eaten. So they can lao sai and lose the damn weight off immediately. Smart eh?)

So then of course the rat ran away and hid somewhere else. I of course will not freaking catch/kill it cause I'm a scaredy cat, and no way in hell am I waking parents up to get a scolding. So sorry, food, gonna have to risk you.

=(
Tired.

And PMR results on Tuesday.

=(

Pre-Life Crisis

2008-12-26T02:11:00.002+08:00

I think I'm having a pre-life crisis.
And no I'm not a kicking fetus in someone's tummy just urging to crawl out of a vagina.

And pre-life crisis, as I would put it in quite normal words, is a crisis when someone finally realizes that he/she needs to grow the hell up and take on responsibilities soon or he/she will create he/she's own trouble and tombstone.

(I'm going to be 16 soon and why do I still feel like I'm still an immature, irresponsible, dirty-mouthed brat?)

I am someone is a freaking tired and needs a vacation.
A holiday.
A getaway.
A something.

But like all life crisis, they tend to pop up at the weirdest times.

AND MY HOLIDAY URGE IS AT THE END OF DECEMBER.

Why does my brain think like this? I think I was born with my brain in my ass.

...And I shit it out already.

2008-12-24T18:17:00.002+08:00

Sigh.
For the first time ever, I will publicly announce my up-rise, and my downfall.

I HATE HTML.

God and Bill Gates couldn't have created a more hateful thing.

I can't even place the images in the correct position... I fear I am turning into a... FAILURE (this failure echoes btw like in the movies).

=(

Yeah I know it's slight and it'll fully recover soon once I find some person nice enough on an internet forum to show clueless novices like me how to handle a web page in a understandable language.

And it's xmas eve. And I like my festive days alone. Shhhhh... Don't tell anyone. I hate rejecting to go parties. It's kinda saddening for me to let someone down. But even saddening for me to spend festive days with people.

I'm a alone person. For festive days anyways, and I would prefer it to remain that way.

WHAT. DA. Fbeep.

2008-12-21T02:23:00.002+08:00

Just woke up just now. I was turning around in my bed and wondering:
"wtf is the lights so damn bright stupid sun and my legs can't really move."

And then I really rubbed my eyes and was O_O OH GOD.

It was still night and it was 2am. I was in my jeans from yesterday.
Seems I passed out due to tired-ness yesterday afternoon. I think my mom bombed down the door or something but I couldn't hear and my cellphone's in the car so yeah, couldn't wake up.

This is like some sort of non-alchoholic hangover or something. My brain is still kinda dizzy.

Woe is me?

2008-12-20T12:10:00.002+08:00

I am not one to regularly have a good, honest and truthful heart to heart conversation or rant before, but it seems I am needing one now. I usually need them to get my brain (or what's left of it anyways,) to the ground and really ponder about what's important in life. The things that really matter in the end and eat at my soul.

Usually as humans we have occasions where we say for example, "Life sucks", "If only...", "Why can't...?" and etc. Life is never perfect. Oh well at least for ourselves. But I've always wondered how could we possibly say that when others are clearly suffering and tolerating more than us just right in front of our noses.

I've always wondered how and why we can just simply enjoy what life has to give when people from somewhere else is practically starving on our doorsteps. Sure they aren't related to us nationally, religiously, status-wise, and the like, but aren't we all the same under the skin?
(I am not preaching, I am merely questioning and wondering. I, as a human, ~~occasionally~~ regularly complain about life as it is now too.)

“We are all brothers under the skin - and I, for one, would be willing to skin humanity to prove it”
-Ayn Rand

Easier said than done it seems.

As of 04:24 GMT (EST+5) Dec 20, 2008, there is a number of 6,748,257,522 in the world. (Note: GMT +8 hours is Malaysian time.)

What are we in this endless sea of people?

And to think there are countless galaxies out there with countless planets with other possible life forms, I feel like my meager existence doesn't amount to much at all.

So while we're still alive and kicking, why not help some others eh?

1. http://www.one.org/
One Campaign is a non-profit organization which aims to fight against AIDS and extreme poverty.

2.
Everyone should know this is the WWF and what it does.
(Save a cute panda [and other animals], please?)
@(o･ｪ･o)@

3.

Stop Global Warming. (Quite literally, really.)
Heat's getting pretty bad, and we can totally feel it in Malaysia. Mornings are burning and air conditioning is even needed at night. =(
Just imagine other places.
Venice is practically drowning at times,some places are facing really bad drought and glaciers are practically burning.

(Venice streets are swimming.)

4.

I do not live in California, but even I know this is bad.
If you don't know yet, Prop 8 is a proposition ballot to eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry. I mainly don't like it because it discriminates.
I'm not exactly fully aware of what's going on in California's balloting right now, but it seems they've lost the vote. But we can still change that by opposing it over time.

(And Ellen just took the words right outta my mouth. =D )

By the way, while randomly looking around for stuff for this post, saw this: http://www.space.com/scienceastronomy/101_earth_facts_030722-1.html . I'm finding it pretty interesting too. Rocks can floats. Never knew. O_o

O_o

2008-12-14T04:12:00.002+08:00

Crap crap crap crap crap.

I think I'm hallucinating. I HOPE I'M HALLUCINATING.

My plurk had an extra plurk today, my wiki says I contributed to the page of Taiping, Perak, and honestly I'm just freaked out. =(

I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN TO PERAK! >=O

(Well even if I did I wouldn't remember. Taiping is in Perak ah? O_o)

(Maybe I'm having some sort of evil twin that screws my stuff while I sleep my ass off. So this is why I feel more tired lately! Omg this is like a shitty ah beng remake of Fight Club.)

I think I need to get more sleep and rest... My mind is wandering and unwell.

Mommy, I want a flash mob too. =(

2008-12-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

A flash mob is a large group of people who assemble suddenly in a public place, perform an unusual action for a brief time, then quickly disperse.

Please watch the videos to understand what the hell is a flash mob.

Now you should understand why I'm so eager to join the community of flash mob-ers?
The pillow fight ones seem the best. Soft, fluffy, and they remind me of sheep. =D

So anyways, click HERE for the website for the organization for pillow fighters.

Rules:
1. "Don't talk about Pillow Fight Club!" (especially to media and civic authories)
2. Don't be in location until the exact minute. (Set your watches)
3. Hide your pillows.
4. Rush in screaming "PILLOW FIIIIIIGHT!!!!!"
5. After 15mins of excruciating fun, leave.
6. Do NOT hit anyone with out a pillow! (This includes but not limited to people with cameras, bystanders, civic authorities, cars, use common sense)

No one knows why or for whom but only that it "just happens". Pass the message along to all the good vibe people you immediately know.

Does Malaysia, or better, Penang, have one? I don't really think so... >_>
So my resolution for 2010, after SPM, imma eff my ass along with 5000+ people or so, and y'know, pillow fight! =D

Crazy resolution I know but hell we only live once.

Some photos from Manchester's Pillow Fight Club and here.

Ramblings of inSanity

R.I.P Blog.

Adults. Hmph.

9G be pimpin'

A post of everything and anything.

*groan*

Crack The Shutters

(almost) New Year's Resolutions!

song.

Ke$ha

Stumble Upon.

pimpin' time.

Complaining

3 topics, 1 retard.

OH LOOKIT A PUP. 8D

1 Good Thing About Twilight.

God actually likes me in this moment. Wow.

Cracked. Loved.

Supernatural. Super-frustrating.

Question Of The Day :1

And the sloth award goes to....

NeverShoutNever!

Last day T_T

I'm sorry.

I needs help

Mother/Earthbound

FMy Day..

rant time! =D ...& a little problem

Fireflies by Owl City

='(

blah blah blah eff this eff that

Toilight Paper

Screw KFC

3OH!3

bakeddd againnnn

Fuck I'm pissed

Gay love <3

Guilty Pleasures: Part 1

f-f-fuckkk

...about utube

oh god.

Life Goal

=D

Viva la Vegan?

After all this time, Severus?

To-do

Going... green?

Adam Lambert rant

MJ and Darfur

where is me vodka?!

Major geek moment.

Heroes

Interview With The Vampire

100 truths.

EWW.

Sch.... weppes.

Heroes

diet? what is that?

*tummy growls*

Cats are out to get us.

Antique Bakery

Stupid tummy.

-_- I'm nvr doing a tag again in a long, long time.

*random day inserted*

(oh eff titles)

*Insert question mark here*

The wishlist that will never be fulfilled...

Note to self: EAT.

Oh where has that pedophile gone?

Mei-chan's Butler

Have I found you?

To: vegans of the world

Where have all the f-ed up cartoons gone?!

每当我背对星空...

Clazziquai and ???

A taggggggggg. And a ranttttttttttttttttt.

M to the F-L-O

Backstabber by Ke$ha

Comp died. Again.

=DD

groan

tummy growls

random day inserted

Insert question mark here

夕阳无限好　却是近黄昏

WHAT. DA. Fbeep.