I am so tired.
Just got back from Kedah and it's been like 60km (or more? I don't know.) and I'm totally dead.
Got 2 teeth removed from my mouth too. And the experience of getting teeth pulled out is... weird.
It didn't hurt a single bit, but after the dentist poked my mouth with the numbing needle, I swear I was hallucinating man. The doctor asked me to get up and all I could do was 'O__O' at him. And then my mom whacked me on the head and I finally woke up.
I think the novacaine (numbing medicine) makes you high.
Well anyways, there's a rat in my kitchen. Why you ask? That's cause for the 2 days me and my mom weren't home, my family seem to have forgot the responsibility of closing the kitchen door.
And just now when I was in the kitchen taking out the weighing machine from underneath some rack place where the fearful thing is hidden, the effing rat jumped from under it.
Immediately after that my mouth seemed to spill profanities faster than most people piss.
(And yes the weighing machine is in the kitchen. I'm not sure why but I think it's for people to scare the shit after themselves right after they've eaten. So they can lao sai and lose the damn weight off immediately. Smart eh?)
So then of course the rat ran away and hid somewhere else. I of course will not freaking catch/kill it cause I'm a scaredy cat, and no way in hell am I waking parents up to get a scolding. So sorry, food, gonna have to risk you.
=(
Tired.
And PMR results on Tuesday.
=(
Sigh.
Pre-Life Crisis
I think I'm having a pre-life crisis.
And no I'm not a kicking fetus in someone's tummy just urging to crawl out of a vagina.
And pre-life crisis, as I would put it in quite normal words, is a crisis when someone finally realizes that he/she needs to grow the hell up and take on responsibilities soon or he/she will create he/she's own trouble and tombstone.
(I'm going to be 16 soon and why do I still feel like I'm still an immature, irresponsible, dirty-mouthed brat?)
I am someone is a freaking tired and needs a vacation.
A holiday.
A getaway.
A something.
But like all life crisis, they tend to pop up at the weirdest times.
AND MY HOLIDAY URGE IS AT THE END OF DECEMBER.
Why does my brain think like this? I think I was born with my brain in my ass.
...And I shit it out already.
Sigh.
For the first time ever, I will publicly announce my up-rise, and my downfall.
I HATE HTML.
God and Bill Gates couldn't have created a more hateful thing.
I can't even place the images in the correct position... I fear I am turning into a... FAILURE (this failure echoes btw like in the movies).
=(
Yeah I know it's slight and it'll fully recover soon once I find some person nice enough on an internet forum to show clueless novices like me how to handle a web page in a understandable language.
And it's xmas eve. And I like my festive days alone. Shhhhh... Don't tell anyone. I hate rejecting to go parties. It's kinda saddening for me to let someone down. But even saddening for me to spend festive days with people.
I'm a alone person. For festive days anyways, and I would prefer it to remain that way.
WHAT. DA. F*beep*.
Just woke up just now. I was turning around in my bed and wondering:
"wtf is the lights so damn bright stupid sun and my legs can't really move."
And then I really rubbed my eyes and was O_O OH GOD.
It was still night and it was 2am. I was in my jeans from yesterday.
Seems I passed out due to tired-ness yesterday afternoon. I think my mom bombed down the door or something but I couldn't hear and my cellphone's in the car so yeah, couldn't wake up.
This is like some sort of non-alchoholic hangover or something. My brain is still kinda dizzy.
Woe is me?
I am not one to regularly have a good, honest and truthful heart to heart conversation or rant before, but it seems I am needing one now. I usually need them to get my brain (or what's left of it anyways,) to the ground and really ponder about what's important in life. The things that really matter in the end and eat at my soul.
Usually as humans we have occasions where we say for example, "Life sucks", "If only...", "Why can't...?" and etc. Life is never perfect. Oh well at least for ourselves. But I've always wondered how could we possibly say that when others are clearly suffering and tolerating more than us just right in front of our noses.
I've always wondered how and why we can just simply enjoy what life has to give when people from somewhere else is practically starving on our doorsteps. Sure they aren't related to us nationally, religiously, status-wise, and the like, but aren't we all the same under the skin?
(I am not preaching, I am merely questioning and wondering. I, as a human, occasionally regularly complain about life as it is now too.)
“We are all brothers under the skin - and I, for one, would be willing to skin humanity to prove it”
-Ayn Rand
Easier said than done it seems.
As of 04:24 GMT (EST+5) Dec 20, 2008, there is a number of 6,748,257,522 in the world. (Note: GMT +8 hours is Malaysian time.)
What are we in this endless sea of people?
And to think there are countless galaxies out there with countless planets with other possible life forms, I feel like my meager existence doesn't amount to much at all.
So while we're still alive and kicking, why not help some others eh?
1. http://www.one.org/
One Campaign is a non-profit organization which aims to fight against AIDS and extreme poverty.
2.
Everyone should know this is the WWF and what it does.
(Save a cute panda [and other animals], please?)
@(o･ｪ･o)@
3.
Stop Global Warming. (Quite literally, really.)
Heat's getting pretty bad, and we can totally feel it in Malaysia. Mornings are burning and air conditioning is even needed at night. =(
Just imagine other places.
Venice is practically drowning at times,some places are facing really bad drought and glaciers are practically burning.
(Venice streets are swimming.)
4.
I do not live in California, but even I know this is bad.
If you don't know yet, Prop 8 is a proposition ballot to eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry. I mainly don't like it because it discriminates.
I'm not exactly fully aware of what's going on in California's balloting right now, but it seems they've lost the vote. But we can still change that by opposing it over time.
(And Ellen just took the words right outta my mouth. =D )
By the way, while randomly looking around for stuff for this post, saw this: http://www.space.com/scienceastronomy/101_earth_facts_030722-1.html . I'm finding it pretty interesting too. Rocks can floats. Never knew. O_o
O_o
Crap crap crap crap crap.
I think I'm hallucinating. I HOPE I'M HALLUCINATING.
My plurk had an extra plurk today, my wiki says I contributed to the page of Taiping, Perak, and honestly I'm just freaked out. =(
I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN TO PERAK! >=O
(Well even if I did I wouldn't remember. Taiping is in Perak ah? O_o)
(Maybe I'm having some sort of evil twin that screws my stuff while I sleep my ass off. So this is why I feel more tired lately! Omg this is like a shitty ah beng remake of Fight Club.)
I think I need to get more sleep and rest... My mind is wandering and unwell.
Mommy, I want a flash mob too. =(
A flash mob is a large group of people who assemble suddenly in a public place, perform an unusual action for a brief time, then quickly disperse.
Please watch the videos to understand what the hell is a flash mob.
Now you should understand why I'm so eager to join the community of flash mob-ers?
The pillow fight ones seem the best. Soft, fluffy, and they remind me of sheep. =D
So anyways, click HERE for the website for the organization for pillow fighters.
Rules:
1. "Don't talk about Pillow Fight Club!" (especially to media and civic authories)
2. Don't be in location until the exact minute. (Set your watches)
3. Hide your pillows.
4. Rush in screaming "PILLOW FIIIIIIGHT!!!!!"
5. After 15mins of excruciating fun, leave.
6. Do NOT hit anyone with out a pillow! (This includes but not limited to people with cameras, bystanders, civic authorities, cars, use common sense)
No one knows why or for whom but only that it "just happens". Pass the message along to all the good vibe people you immediately know.
Does Malaysia, or better, Penang, have one? I don't really think so... >_>
So my resolution for 2010, after SPM, imma eff my ass along with 5000+ people or so, and y'know, pillow fight! =D
Crazy resolution I know but hell we only live once.
Some photos from Manchester's Pillow Fight Club and here.
Things that keep my corpse from rotting.
Korean/Japanese movies. (mostly korean.)
I have watched...
1.My Wife Is A Gangster 1 (Half of it anyways, too boring to continue)
2.My Wife Is A Gangster 3
3.Death Bell
4.April Snow
5.200 Pounds Beauty
6.I'm A Cyborg, But It's Okay
7.Who Slept With Her (Only 20 minutes though, nothing much happened and I wanted to sleep my ass off already)
8.Battle Royale
...and more to be added.
Death Bell and Battle Royale
Trailer for Death Bell
Synopsis (In my own crappy words)
A group of students are closed inside a school where they gotta take their midterm test, for every question they answer wrong, a student is killed.
=D
Ahh, the wondrous sounds of little boys and girls screaming. Pure beautiful music.
But other than that, this a quite good horror movie. I totally recommend every single person, pussy or not pussy, to watch.
And here is part 1 of the movie on youtube, watch before the asshole youtube administrators take it down:
2. Battle Royale.
This one is better than Death Bell in my opinion, cause the acting seems more... authentic, and the killings are smarter and more gory. The main character is the Light dude from Death Note. =D
Synopsis:
Bad students are sent to an island and they must kill one another until the last survivor. The last survivor can live. They are each given a bag of random items, and lol, some are so weird. Battle Royale is a must watch!
(Psst... It was banned in the US too, not just Malaysia which = damn good.)
And here is the 1st part of the whole movie from youtube:
Omg. So many korean and japanese movies on youtube. I think I'm gonna watch them until my eyes burn.
Things that keep me up at 4am
:D
These kinda weird videos always put a smile on my face and wake the shit outta me.
And omg Love Hearts Candy. I want some.
These are so cute. =D
And I remember from the book Diary by Chuck Palahniuk, the main character's boyfriend replaced all her birth control pills with these cute lil candies so she could get pregnant. Kinda lame and stupid but weirdly cute in a really weird way.
Love Hearts are a big fat (literally, cause y'know, too much candy=britney meltdown) rip off of Necco's Sweethearts,...
...BUT! I think Love Hearts has cuter thingys on them.
Example: Fax Me, Be My Icon, Doh! (from The Simpsons by you know who), Tickle Monster, (and like the dude in the video,) Mermaid Eloise (whatever the hell is that? O_o).
OR...
You aren't really a lovey-dovey person and would rather get laid by a highway truck (a.k.a, hit n run), than a real person, I would recommend these babies:
=D
I should really get like a bucket truck load of the Fuck Off ones and dump them all on things I hate, like Eddiepuss, slow drivers, pedophiles, and inconsiderate efftards. Maybe they'll actually get a hint.
Or maybe you do love, but you just have... different taste. May I interest you in...
Some Save The Earth candies?
Some lezbo or ghey lovin' ones eh?
There's one type that just right for you. And now if you'll excuse me, I need to be on my way to order some Fuck Off ones.
Alternate candies are available here: http://www.cafepress.com/americanangst/2408020
Necco ones are USA candies, and the Love Hearts are UK ones. Damn white people, they get all the good stuff.