R.I.P Blog.

Until further notice, this blog will NOT be fucking resurrected.
This thing has KICKED THE BUCKET, BOUGHT THE FARM, PUSHED DAISIES, GONE TO CALI, CHECKED OUT, 
DIED.

I'm on Tumblr now instead. =D

http://insane-nity.tumblr.com/

Click. You know you kind of want to.

Adults. Hmph.

I hate adults.
They make 3 minute phone calls and want me to reply unrequired answers when they could just send me a message with 8 words.

I would still do the same thing even though they didn't call. Maybe I could even do the thing without feeling annoyed.

*groan*

I'm supposed to be doing some Physics work for tuition in about 2 hours but god, thinking about how much I lack time now just prompted me to do this post.

I miss the holidays. A whole month of doing nothing and absolutely nothing at all except for sleeping. There was the other daily needs like shitting, eating, drinking and etc, but sleep consumed the most time.

And now I'm busy like fuck. =/ I know others have more shit than me to do like school projects, tuition and extra-curricular stuff but I have never felt so DROWNED before in all this responsibility. So excuse me a little, I'm a first timer.

I spent the whole of yesterday sleeping. Sleeping my ass off cause I know once the week starts it's gonna be hectic again, and I'm gonna miss my bed so much I'd wanna fuck it.

Complaining

Complaining is a (wonderful, amazing, almost as good as winning the lottery) hobby that everyone has done. Do not deny that you hate complaining. You love to complain, you just hate listening to it.

When complaining to someone we feel like someone actually gives a shit about our problems when actually 80% of the time they're thinking "Hmm I wonder what happens if I burn my toes off? It must be more interesting than this pile of shit."

This is why therapists get a good pay, they have the shittiest jobs ever. (Okay, maybe not since clowns have the job of being retarded for amusement.)

Circle of complaining goes like this:

Well fuck all, in the end everyone's just gonna get a big fat headache.

And so this is why I have devised a plan to lessen complaints. Not permanently destroy all complaints from the earth (2012 apocalypse would be true if that happened.), but just lessen it so everyone won't get crazy.

1. Complain.
It may seem ridiculous to cure complaints by complaining (kinda like curing a hangover by drinking more alcohol...) but it should work!
You can't keep bullshit inside you forever or you'll explode one day like a bullshit volcano. So yes, complain away. Just let it out once though. ONCE.  

2. Find a solution.
Girlfriend left you? Find a prostitute.
Boyfriend cheated? Cut his balls off.
Too much homework? Feed it to your dog.
No problem in this world does not have a solution, the only complication is that some people are unwilling to solve it and would rather just wallow in their sadness.

3. Get over it.
So you got AIDS from the prostitute, jailed for assaulting the cheater, and you failed your finals. Well nothing can be done, time to move on.


Note: Just a humourous way to talk to my self-conscience, do some photoshop, and dabble in "philosophy" or whatever the hell it is.

3 topics, 1 retard.

This post just reveals my stupidity. I'm making this because I'm shameless and want to wallow in all that is shunned upon. I can so I will.

1. I think I just realised that I may be the messiest person alive.
My room is a complete shithole, I'm actually able to sleep on crap and sometimes I can't even see my floor.
And a picture (wow, I'm amazed too) to show how serious this is:



... and that's just part of it.
The laptop's the cleanest part cause I actually need to life it up sometimes.

2. I pick up random hobbies.
Okay first the baking, then it was the origami, now it's the crocheting. I have got to stop before I become a cat lady on drugs.
...but how can you resist THIS?!



(unicorn bear from HERE. Random picture owner pls do not kill me, I just like your teddy.)

3. I baked and will bake somemore cookies for Christmas.
Anyone want some? =D I need someone, anyone to finish them. I got cinnamon oatmeal, ginger cookies and sugar cookies. (Sugar cookies are just plain cookies really. Don't be fooled by that "sugar" name. I hate excessive sugar.)

Supernatural. Super-frustrating.

Totally random note that 99% people who read my blog will not giving a flying fuck about but....


SAM WINCHESTER YOU ARE A BLEEDING IDIOT. D<


Just finished season 4 of Supernatural and WTF. -___-

Ever been let down before by people you actually trusted?
I have. Many, many times. I think this is about the 5th time it's happened.

I'm not an unreasonable person. When someone suddenly says that something important has come up and plans before have to be changed or either not happening, I'd understand. I won't throw blame around and I'll find another way.
But when it's happened repeatedly your faith in that person just gets shattered. Especially when the plans are very important to me and those plans have taken months to arrange.

Most people will hear of my situation and just recommend me to "screw them! There's others out there that are far better!"

Okay. So how the hell do I divorce my family?

I needs help

I are sick. Has the flu. Shall wrote post withs bad grammar to amusing self and randoms stranger who is read my blog.

I has sneeze so much time that I vision are blurry. Feels like dying. Hope I can cure or is killing self.

FUCK I NEED SOME SLEEP.
OH MY GOD PHARMACIES PLEASE SELL ME SOME OF YOUR AMBIEN.
PLEASE.
I AM FOATING ON THE BRINK OF SANITY AND SANDWICHES.
PLEASE.

FMy Day..

I woke up at 9pm. The last 6 hours I've gone through, were the shittiest, shietest hours of my life.
Like fo' srs, FMyDay.

Not even in the mood to type full sentences, gonna make them in shitty short points:

• Something's fucked up about my baking. Never touching butter in a long time
• Wtf my eyesight. I'm having double vision all of a sudden
• Gained weight
• Accidentally knocked my mom's hand while she was taking tomato soup from the fridge. I had to mop up vagina-blood-looking soup
• I smell like vagina tomato soup
• Someone finished my healthy wholemeal choc chip cookies. Now I don't have healthy shit to snack on
• My dog almost ate my foot
• My ears are deaf from being nagged at
  

Frustration. -__-

blah blah blah eff this eff that

I thought shit would finally stop after exams and guess what?

NOT.


Sigh. At least I can be nocturnal and bake now eh?

Screw KFC

You know what I hate?

The taste of KFC.
Yeah, you should know what it tastes like. Unless you're one of those rich kids who haven't eaten a single fast food meal in their life.

That horrible and disgusting taste of coke, coleslaw, mash potatoes, and fried chicken all wrapped up on your tongue.



Some sorta like this just minus the fake tortillas.


Yeah well it sucks. And I hate it. Screw you KFC.

Fuck I'm pissed

I usually don't get pissed off so much or easily by a person, but this time I've reached, passed and jumped my breaking point.

This is a major rant so eff off if you don't wanna read a 500 word essay on how much a piece of shit a person is.

My aunt is a BITCH. And I don't fucking care if you somehow fucking find this you judgmental spinster. I hope one day you choke on your words and DIE.

How can someone come into my home as a guest and fucking judge me for who I am with just 2 weeks of seeing me? Barely seeing me actually since I avoid her like the swine flu.
And fucking hell she is not lecturing me for my own good, my mother has tried to do so for the past 10 years and has failed terribly, so I don't think she would do any better. I can actually tolerate my mother more cause she gave birth to me. Sure I'm an asshole sometimes but I can't exactly ignore the fact that my mother gave life to me.

The bitch has come into my home and disliked the way I study, the way I eat, the way I dress, the time I sleep, my friends, my hobbies, and bloody hell she's even insulted my parents before my very fucking eyes even.

The only reason she isn't get punched in the face yet is cause my family is actually pretty respectful when it comes to family ties. Older people get respected because well, they're older. And you know the so called "I've eaten more salt than you've eaten rice" chinese proverb BULLSHIT.

The fact that she's an Australian now and has a heavy aussie accent makes me hate australia. Even though aus isn't really that bad since they had Heath Ledger and the Veronicas and stuff.
Everything she represents, I hate. You know why? I FUCKING HATE HER GUTS.



I'm so bloody ashamed to be blood related to you. You make me wanna puke.

Well thank god you're leaving in 2 day's time. GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE YOU BITCH.

f-f-fuckkk

Holy shittttttt.

My insomnia is back to haunt me. Maybe, maybe, and MAYBE ONLY I deserve for sleeping at the most random of times these past few days of holidays.

Now the maximum time I can sleep is 4 hours.
And I used to be able to sleep for 16 hours straight.

I am so bloody sleepy but my mind is sooooo active due to the fact that I sleep a lot, just not long enough. Okay I'm not really making sense but I'm ranting here, and rants aren't supposed to make sense.

Yesterday I slept at 5pm. I thought it'd be 3am in the morning or something when I woke up cause I usually sleep about 8 hours or so on a tiring day and yesterday I was as tired as fuck.

Turns out I woke up at 7pm. wtf.



And so I randomly walked around,
played rubik's cube,
baked green tea sponge cake (that failed cause it required the whiping of FIVE eggs until stiff. And y'know, my hand's weak and plus the egg rise so much it was almost spilling out of the bowl.),
find weird recipes to waste my green tea powder on,
and just walked everywhere like a bloody ghost.



And by 3am I wasn't tired enough to sleep. I swore it felt like my mind was overdosing like Heath Ledger.

And so I did one of the most tedious things on the face of the earth. I washed my hair, TWICE.
And conditioned.
And towel dry lightly.
And then bothered to blow dry it. WITH COLD AIR OPTION.

And by then it was 4am. -__- My brain died man. I was just staring at the ceiling for like half an hour and then I was like "FUCK IT!"

So I watched Pushing Daisies on PPS. I like Pushing Daisies. The pies look yummy.
That reminds me, I need to make pies. Maybe I'll make green tea cookies tonight? My oven has totally been working overtime this holiday, especially with my insomnia.
And like bloody hell I only slept at 9am today and then woke up at 12 noon. And I haven't slept since.

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(activated the chinese thingo midway ftw. -_-)

GAH IM GONNA DIE IF I DON'T GET SOME SLEEP.

D8 I'm not making sense anymore. Fuck it I'm gonna swallow some panadol to knock myself out.

...about utube

Go watch Shane Dawson! (link) NOWWW.







I love the fact that's he's so open to cussing. I loooveee people who cuss sometimes (when exaggerating and needed only and not 24/7 like some idiot ah beng) cause people that cuss are usually more open minded and shiz.


Well anyways, he's hilarious. And I think he's better than Nigahiga, recently anyways. Nigahiga's running outta ideas and most other people on youtube are either still boring or I just don't get them.

...like WhatTheBuck. (link) What the fuck is WhatTheBuck saying sometimes? He goes so fast like C.S. Wong that I just stare and don't even have time to register what he's going at.

...and Smosh. (link) WTH MAN I EITHER DON'T GET YOUR JOKES OR THEY JUST AREN'T FUNNY. D<

...NigaHiga's (link) video quality is starting to fuck up. What the heck happened to his old camera?!

and most of all... FRED. (link) JUST STFU PLS. Your voice makes me want to kill a cat.

oh god.

My life is a fucking mess. I do not know what the hell is happening to me but my inspiration, my motivation, my every piece of shit-fucking-will-to-live is absolutely gone.

I may not seem any different in my daily life but god my life is so messy now. I haven't done homework, studying, cleaning and bothering for ages.

I usually always get shit from my hypocritical family but maybe they've just gone too far. I've lost all motivation to care.

I need a holiday and I hope next week passes in a hurry. I desperately need some time to settle my thoughts and get on with my life.


“Life is thickly sown with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to pass quickly through them. The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us.”
-Voltaire


And so, to quickly pass my bloody misfortunes, I will. Fuck this shit. I WILL rearrange my life.

=D

Screw my vegan diet. Nothing gets in between my baking and me.

... Okay maybe not exactly screw it but I'll give myself 1 day of non-vegan-ness.
I used only 1 egg and 80grams of butter! Considerably less than most recipes!
Cakes require more animal killing and this is why I choose bread instead of cakes.

I made wholemeal banana, raisin and honey cinnamon rolls! And the best part was when I could see the honey dripping out of the rolls. *drools*

It took me an hour to knead the dough though cause it's my official first time baking bread without much help at all. (And instructions shouted at me by my mom is not counted. -_- )

Sad part is that after all the work I only made.... 12 rolls. And they turn stale within a day. Now that is sad.

Hope they turn out well though. They're still getting baked and rising beautifully in the oven. 8D


*And after they got out of the oven...*

They're so awesome that I don't mind that I wasted 3 hours on them! <3
Since they're fresh so they're crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. It isn't too sweet with means it's kinda healthy, and the banana and raisins make them sweet naturally.

Cakes can eat my shit (for now), I found a new love in bread.

Viva la Vegan?

It's been about 2 weeks since I've declared war on meat. And all I've gotta say is...

wtf don't I live in bloody america?!


They have vegan ice cream!





They have vegan butter/peanut butter/cream cheese/whatever-you-put-on-your-bread! (And bloody hell they even have almond butter)






='(

Sorry for the useless rant. It's just that I haven't tasted chicken since forever so that kinda does weird things to your brain...
But I guess I'm doing well. Whenever I'm hungry I find fruits instead of cookies.

One impossible task though... How do I bake?
0_o

After all this time, Severus?

Likk tis' is.. *sniff sniff* ... so saaadd... *blows snot into tissue* ='(

"Dumbledore: After all this time, Severus?
Snape: Always.
(discussing Snape's continued love for Lily Potter)"
— J.K. Rowling

Ok I wasn't really crying... I don't cry much since the organ my blood flows to isn't a heart, it's a black coffin of ash and dust. But this black coffin feels sad sometimes and I think it totally died when I read that quote thing.

I was bored so I was checking out GSC and then checked out Snape's wiki page and and... ='( So saddening. Snape was like the best character out of the whole story. The dude died for nothing.

Oh god I'm such a big fat pussy. ='(

Adam Lambert rant

Kris Allen go away. I don't like you. Stop invading the local radios.
I WANT ADAM. ='(



I am absolutely SICK of hitz.fm just playing Kris Allen's version of No Boundaries. Sure Kris is an awesome singer, good looking, etc etc blah blah but I still prefer Adam's version of No Boundaries.

Adam = awesome falsetto.

His voice is the kinda voice you recognize after just hearing it for a second. That distinctive falsetto is totally unbeatable.

So screw you, hitz.

MJ and Darfur

First and foremost before anything, I would like to bid Michael J. goodbye. ='(
Wasn't that big a fan but I knew some of his songs since I was a kid and I gotta admit, those songs were pretty damn awesome.

Plus the guy holds the record for having the best selling album of all time. No one, and I mean NO ONE, has ever sold more than him for more than 20 years.

Sure the guy had a lot of accusations on him, but those until now are just accusations and aren't verified. Whatever he does in his personal life shouldn't affect his music at all.

And from me a big "FUCK YOU" to all those assholes who are making jokes about him even after he's dead. Let the poor guy rest in peace okay?

Makes me kinda sad to type this all in past tense.
R.I.P M.J. Say good riddance to all the bad media.

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Now for some crisis stuff. Maybe this is gibberish to y'all but I'm spreading the news. About Darfur.

Since 2003 Darfur has been put into an emergency state because of a war. The Darfur government has been committing genocide.

Genocide is, as the United Nations would define, acts committed with intent to destroy, in whole or in part, a national, ethnical, racial or religious group.

Hating on people just because of how they were born and not how they act is just being Hitler the 2nd. (Hitler committed genocide against jews btw if you're still living under that rock. Get ur ass out of it now.)

And how would you like it if your ethnic group was killed just because they weren't liked? Or if your religious group was killed just because they were following their faith?


Well I can't do much, I'm just one person afterall. But it would help if I spread the news since I kinda noticed some people still go ??? when they hear about Darfur


http://www.stopgenocidenow.org