This post just reveals my stupidity. I'm making this because I'm shameless and want to wallow in all that is shunned upon. I can so I will.
1. I think I just realised that I may be the messiest person alive.
My room is a complete shithole, I'm actually able to sleep on crap and sometimes I can't even see my floor.
And a picture (wow, I'm amazed too) to show how serious this is:
... and that's just part of it.
The laptop's the cleanest part cause I actually need to life it up sometimes.
2. I pick up random hobbies.
Okay first the baking, then it was the origami, now it's the crocheting. I have got to stop before I become a cat lady on drugs.
...but how can you resist THIS?!
(unicorn bear from HERE. Random picture owner pls do not kill me, I just like your teddy.)
3. I baked and will bake somemore cookies for Christmas.
Anyone want some? =D I need someone, anyone to finish them. I got cinnamon oatmeal, ginger cookies and sugar cookies. (Sugar cookies are just plain cookies really. Don't be fooled by that "sugar" name. I hate excessive sugar.)
3 topics, 1 retard.
OH LOOKIT A PUP. 8D
AWW.
Sorry for the sudden dog outburst. It's 7:42 am in the morning and I just had oatmeal with cinnamon.
Supernatural. Super-frustrating.
Totally random note that 99% people who read my blog will not giving a flying fuck about but....
SAM WINCHESTER YOU ARE A BLEEDING IDIOT. D<
Just finished season 4 of Supernatural and WTF. -___-
f-f-fuckkk
Holy shittttttt.
My insomnia is back to haunt me. Maybe, maybe, and MAYBE ONLY I deserve for sleeping at the most random of times these past few days of holidays.
Now the maximum time I can sleep is 4 hours.
And I used to be able to sleep for 16 hours straight.
I am so bloody sleepy but my mind is sooooo active due to the fact that I sleep a lot, just not long enough. Okay I'm not really making sense but I'm ranting here, and rants aren't supposed to make sense.
Yesterday I slept at 5pm. I thought it'd be 3am in the morning or something when I woke up cause I usually sleep about 8 hours or so on a tiring day and yesterday I was as tired as fuck.
Turns out I woke up at 7pm. wtf.
And so I randomly walked around,
played rubik's cube,
baked green tea sponge cake (that failed cause it required the whiping of FIVE eggs until stiff. And y'know, my hand's weak and plus the egg rise so much it was almost spilling out of the bowl.),
find weird recipes to waste my green tea powder on,
and just walked everywhere like a bloody ghost.
And by 3am I wasn't tired enough to sleep. I swore it felt like my mind was overdosing like Heath Ledger.
And so I did one of the most tedious things on the face of the earth. I washed my hair, TWICE.
And conditioned.
And towel dry lightly.
And then bothered to blow dry it. WITH COLD AIR OPTION.
And by then it was 4am. -__- My brain died man. I was just staring at the ceiling for like half an hour and then I was like "FUCK IT!"
So I watched Pushing Daisies on PPS. I like Pushing Daisies. The pies look yummy.
That reminds me, I need to make pies. Maybe I'll make green tea cookies tonight? My oven has totally been working overtime this holiday, especially with my insomnia.
And like bloody hell I only slept at 9am today and then woke up at 12 noon. And I haven't slept since.
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(activated the chinese thingo midway ftw. -_-)
GAH IM GONNA DIE IF I DON'T GET SOME SLEEP.
D8 I'm not making sense anymore. Fuck it I'm gonna swallow some panadol to knock myself out.
=D
Screw my vegan diet. Nothing gets in between my baking and me.
... Okay maybe not exactly screw it but I'll give myself 1 day of non-vegan-ness.
I used only 1 egg and 80grams of butter! Considerably less than most recipes!
Cakes require more animal killing and this is why I choose bread instead of cakes.
I made wholemeal banana, raisin and honey cinnamon rolls! And the best part was when I could see the honey dripping out of the rolls. *drools*
It took me an hour to knead the dough though cause it's my official first time baking bread without much help at all. (And instructions shouted at me by my mom is not counted. -_- )
Sad part is that after all the work I only made.... 12 rolls. And they turn stale within a day. Now that is sad.
Hope they turn out well though. They're still getting baked and rising beautifully in the oven. 8D
*And after they got out of the oven...*
They're so awesome that I don't mind that I wasted 3 hours on them! <3
Since they're fresh so they're crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. It isn't too sweet with means it's kinda healthy, and the banana and raisins make them sweet naturally.
Cakes can eat my shit (for now), I found a new love in bread.
Viva la Vegan?
It's been about 2 weeks since I've declared war on meat. And all I've gotta say is...
wtf don't I live in bloody america?!
They have vegan ice cream!
They have vegan butter/peanut butter/cream cheese/whatever-you-put-on-your-bread! (And bloody hell they even have almond butter)
='(
Sorry for the useless rant. It's just that I haven't tasted chicken since forever so that kinda does weird things to your brain...
But I guess I'm doing well. Whenever I'm hungry I find fruits instead of cookies.
One impossible task though... How do I bake?
0_o
Heroes
Okay I shouldn't rant about Heroes so much since I know not many ppl watch it and I'm starting to look REALLY whine-ey.
Well excuse me for acting like a spoilt brat for 5 minutes please. I need to tell the world how much I hate bimbotic bitchy blondes. (They all start with a B!)
I just finished episode 9 of season 3 and I think they're taking sides already.
Mr Petrelli on one side with his homies while Mrs Petrelli on the other side with her 'hood.
(And there's this issue that's bothering me. Okay I know this movie's supposed to be based on fictional 'science facts', with all the 'formulas' and stuff but some of the abilities are just... WTF. Like flying. I never did understand flying. Are you defying physics or do you have invisible jet packs on your Nikes? 0_o)
Anyways, back to the main topic... WHY IS THERE A BLOND ON BOTH SIDES?!
I hate Claire and Elle soooo much. (Well not as much as Peter Petrelli cause Peter's a stupid pussy with the IQ of a turtle.)
Reason why I hate them:
1. Daddy issues.
Okay your dad may have lied/control/tortured you when you were a kid blah blah yadda yadda crap blah etc. Well whatever, stop it! WE GET IT ALREADY, OKAY?! What is with bimbos and their daddy problems?!
“You know who is confused? Bimbos. They’re easily confused. It’s one of the thousand little things I love about them. I love their vacant, trusting stares; their sluggish, unencumbered minds; their unresolved daddy issues. I love them Lily, and they love me. Bimbos have always been there for me, through thick and thin-mostly thin. B-man don’t do thick crust, what up!”
-quote from How I Met Your Mother, said by Barney Stinson the man himself.
2. Some dumbfuck from youtube. (Not a reasonable reason but I'm including it. You can't stop me)
From some random video of Hayden Panettiere (or however you spell it), someone commented that 'she is definetly hotter than megan fox'.
Uh-huh. Yeah right. Totally. -___-
ARE YOU BLIND?! THAT IS MEGAN EFFING FOX YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. MEGAN FOX! THE PERSON THAT WAS VOTED SEXIEST WOMAN ALIVE BY FHM.
(oh btw I did a double check on the rumours saying that she was born a man and guess what? They're fake. I don't know whether I should be threatened as a fellow female species or relieved that a man wasn't hotter than 90% of the female population.)
3. They contradict themselves so much
Elle kept shouting to Sylar : "YOU MURDERER!" As if like that's something bad in the show. Well even if it is something bad, her first appearance in Season 2 episode 1 she was already killing as regularly as eating breakfast. -__- And not reasonable killing too. She killed Caitlin's brother which was unnecessary since she didn't even catch Peter in the end.
Why couldn't she catch him? O_o doesn't it take a dumb-eff to know a dumb-eff to catch a dumb-eff?
Okay maybe I should've embrace the only few pairings in the show like Sylar/Elle, Matt/Daphne, Nathan/Tracy Strauss...
BUT WTF ARE THEY ALL BLONDS.
Maker of Heroes, Tim Kring, the Gods, ANYONE, I don't care who, just STOP WITH THE BLONDS. PLEASE. STOP IT. At least make them smart and not so emotional! Maybe you could add in some brunette guys? I don't even care if they're gay and married! JUST ADD THEM IN ALREADY. Someone like Josh Duhamel or something!
Oh wait I'm watching a science fiction. The only ppl that watch these kinda shows are...
male dorks.
...oh so that explains the infinite amount of blonds. Oh crap I think I need to watch shows like House or Desperate Housewives instead.
Heroes
-_- damn wei. I've been exploding my brains with Heroes since I've nothing to do at all during the holidays and bullshit, I hate this show.
So far for season 2 it was going pretty ok. Sure Peter was stupid as eff and Caitlin just disappeared into thin air never being mentioned again even though Peter said "CAITLIN WAS EVERYTHING TO ME!" Yeah right. You fail at being a boyfriend Peter. PHAIL.
Season 3 beginning was kinda mind blowing for me though. Like serious mind-*BOOM*!
1. First episode (I think it was first anyway) starts off with Sylar messing with Claire's brain and I was like... Wtf are you not eating it and just touching? STOP PLAYING WITH YOUR FOOD.
Even Claire asked and he was like "That's disgusting."
DISGUSTING?! I have lost all hope in you Sylar to be an awesome villain. You don't even support cannibalism. Shame on you.
2. AND OMG LOLZ EPISODE 4. SYLAR IN APRON. MARTHA SYLAR. xD
HAIL TO SYLAR THE CHEF!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *Rolls around laughing*
And he was cutting his son's waffle for him! That's like seeing The Joker asking you to eat your veggies! xD
Oh my god. So this is the reason I continue to watch Heroes. To see Sylar in an apron. LOLZ.
Cats are out to get us.
THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END.
PLEASE CLICK HERE IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BE BURIED IN KITTY LITTER.
It contains useful information to know if your 'pet' is the next hitler.
I knew there was a specific reason why I never liked pussies. Both the animal and the human type. D<
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And after u killed ur cat, please proceed to see why it would be awesome to sex a unicorn: (click here please.)
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Now where do I find a unicorn? O_o
CHARLIE! WHERE ARE YOU CHARLIE?! *swims into youtube channel*
(Get it? channel? water? swim? xD *cue awkward moment and no laughter* o_o Oh god that was lame.)
I want my glitter farting unicorn... =(
*random day inserted*
I shouldn't procrastinate blogging so much.
That's cause whenever something happens, I mean to type it down so in the future I look back and I won't go : "Damn my teen life was so goddamn boring".
Anyways, yesterday went gurney. Had transport issues (as usual), I can go but can't come back. It seems my family likes sending me off and not care about my existence in the house no more. The most will happen is they'll call and ask : "OI WHY AREN'T YOU BACK HOME EATING DINNER?! YOU GET UR ASS ON TO THE DINING TABLE. NOW."
Dinner is some sacred ritual to them and if I miss it, it seems that I will be in serious shit. -__-" But only for dinner. Dinner and dinner alone. It's like they do it for dinner's sake and not for my safety.
And so, finally found someone to take me home. Dad. But like he can only fetch me back at midnight cause he's got some work to do at Sungai Petani or something.
...
Midnight.
...
Okay! =D
Lolz. Was at Gurney til midnight before but it's dead boring then cause there's only the starbucks/coffee bean/winter warmers places that are open. And all you can do is chill and talk. Chill and talk.
Chill and talk.
Chill and talk for 2 hours. -__- Umm, I guess no cause conversation will either be dry or run out.
So reached Gurney, did usual shit like visit Secret Recipe, Sakae Sushi, followed others to their shoe obsession shops, catched a movie, walked around somemore, and then go hawker's place to eat.
Sakae sushi is evil. Service charge and tax cost abt 15 bucks. Yes, WTF. Okay, okay, I should've known earlier but usually I eat there with family and they pay the bill so I don't know anything about their 10% service charge.
Sigh. My money. =( I won't go there again except when someone else is getting the tab.
My skinny wallet can't take it anymore. I'm forcing it to puke out cash like it's some bulimic cow. Poor thing.
Watched Coming Soon which sucked. SUCKED. SUCKED. SUCKED. SO FRIGGIN SUCKED THAT I WANT MY MONEY BACK.
The whole thing was so cliche from 10 mins afterwards. All the scenes, even the music was predictable. You know that creepy violin music? They usually play it when someone is gonna open some unknown door/closet. And then after the person opens the door/closet, nothing happens.
They did that scene, TWICE!
Usually thai horrors are good but this one was a big fat fail. I'm totally disappointed at the makers of Shutter. Shutter was so good but this one was so boring I wanted to go to sleep. And to even avoid going to sleep, I actually went to the toilet.
Toilet was all dark and quiet but I wasn't scared a single bit. This is how much the movie sucked. -__- I could even stay there an extra 2 minutes to play with the touch sensor tissue dispenser. I think the tissue dispenser was far more entertaining than that dumbass movie.
The most annoying though was the screaming pussies in the cinema who were actually scared. Not their fault but their screams annoying leh. Can't help but not like their voice.
The rest of the day was pretty boring. Went to see some stores and stuff then had to go home. Needed to follow jooling home cause I had to hang out there until dad could fetch me but first had to go adelyn's house cause more convenient for jooling's mom. But traffic was so heavy and jooling was worried her mom would be pissed since adelyn's dad was stuck in traffic and would take some time to get home.
So we walked. From Gurney to opposite Island Plaza. Everything was fine really but kinda rushed and even though rushed took 20 minutes. On foot took abt 15 mins less than by car. And umm... My blur-ness could kill me one day.
Cause you know the road right in front of Island Plaza? A lot of cars, fast flow, and weird concrete divider in the middle. Me and jooling were sitting on the divider waiting for the traffic light to turn red so we could walk across. And I actually daydreamed while sitting there.
Jooling was scared (and I should've been too but it couldn't get across my thick skull to be scared) and like once the traffic light turned red, she quickly crossed the road. I was on the other hand, still thinking about what I should eat for dinner. I turned my head and was like WTF HOW DID SHE TELEPORT TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD THAT FAST?! And then I realized I should quickly cross too. I simply crossed the road and kinda almost got ran over a van. I think I was drunk from the vodka I drank earlier that afternoon. -__-
*Insert question mark here*
Listening to : Andrea Bocelli
Mood: Thinking too much
Note: Very long useless rant to satisfy my idleness. Don't read if you don't want to waste your precious time. Touches on religion and society. Very confusing indeed.
"...one of the sad facts about getting older is that you've always thought of yourself and people you know as righteous and true and the people you dislike as evil. The older you get the more muddy that water becomes." -Daniel Handler (Author of A Series Of Unfortunate Events)
... So true.
What can really separate us from good and bad?
Society's views?
Habits passed on for generations?
Religion?
Our own opinion?
Always in movies or books you'll see this really evil person that turns out to be... 'good' or just 'neutral' in the end.
Good examples include:
Snape from Harry Potter,
Count Olaf from Series of Unfortunate Events,
Galileo Galilei (If u didn't know, Galileo contributed a lot to the study of astronomy, but he was suspected of heresy by the church),
Sylar from Heroes
and etc.
All of them, in my honest opinion, were pretty neutral to me since the start to the very end of me knowing about them. Okay, some people may not agree on Sylar, but he was abused as a kid, and that may have scrambled his brains up a little, and so what if he's taking advantage of Peter Petrelli? Stupid Peter has every ability known to man anyways.
And on the topic of religion.
Religion doesn't make bad people. Bad characteristics make bad people.
There are bad people in every religion. Religion is just part of you, not as a whole.
So I do get a little pissed off when some Americans have prejudice over Muslims since their 911 incident.
And people shouldn't avoid doing bad things for JUST the sake of being true to your religion, do it for the sake of others' happiness, for the sake of the next generation's future. I don't think being scared of divine retribution and thus not committing a crime is going to help the thinking of future people.
And waging wars in God's name is just... effed up.
(Image taken from A Perfect Circle's website by the way.)
Actually not just that. Using God's name for your own greed, twisting His words to your own advantage, and consoling yourself that you are merely doing this for Him is just plain wrong.
I'm not going to mention people that are committing this act. There are just too many to mention. You may know them from daily life as people close to you, from the media as politicians, and many, many more.
I myself am just one person. I cannot do much but I can restrain myself from doing bad things when my conscience tells me it's just a crappy thing to do that will affect other people. I'm no Saint. But that doesn't make me Satan either.
The wishlist that will never be fulfilled...
This guy makes me so sad. T__T
Yea I know I'm not a kid anymore but...
OMG that domokun candy! D<
omg those candy choppers. T__T
And it doesnt help that I'm eating lousy arabian apricot candy. Eww it sucks.
And omg omg omg. Saw this on geekologie! CLOUD CHAIR!!!
This chair actually freaking FLOATS. LEVITATES. NOT-TOUCHING-GROUND.
No I'm not lying. It floats using... magnet concepts! =DD Opposite poles attract, same poles deflect..? I duno some sort like that it kinda rhymes with attract I just forgot the word.
The thing is... It's just an idea. It doesn't really exist. So no, I can't get it from Ikea. =(
(Edit: The candy sucked so bad I fed it to my plants. Worst candy ever.)
Oh where has that pedophile gone?
This is totally random and could be just me but...
Damn man where have all my old pervvy jokes and personality gone?!
As I clearly remember, I used to say very, very, VERY disgusting and explicit things just for laughs. My laugh at least. It felt good to joke about ****ing, *****s and the usual *****es.
But NOOOO. I'M NOT THE OLD PEDOPHILE I ONCE KNEW ANYMORE.
Yeah I know, "things like that shouldn't be joked about!", "girls shouldn't say these kind of things, especially in public!", and the list goes on and on and on and on and on an... *snores* zzz.
Well screeeeew THAT. I love my (jokingly) rude attitude!
And it's kinda... fading.
D=
Where have all the f-ed up cartoons gone?!
Remember the cartoons from when you were little?
Felix the cat?
(God I loved this episode so much I actually remember most of it. I actually can remember the dude with the beard.)
Ren and Stimpy?
God I miss the era of cartoons that were on crack. Current cartoons all make sense. It's no fun anymore. =(
Oh and by the way I'm finding for an episode of Felix where I clearly remember that Felix had like an evil clone of him and his evil clone was inverted.
And there was this other insane cartoon that had a kangaroo(I think, or some other eff-ed up animal with ears) that had this round patch of black and when he stuck it somewhere, it would be a hole through that object. And like he traveled through it or something.
These cartoons have gotta be real. Either that or I was high on M&Ms and sugus when I was 5 until I hallucinated them.
This is real funny and pretty much true.
Clazziquai and ???
ba-bump.
Someone has found a new love.
Clazziquai.
A love that puts me to sleep actually. But I don't really mind since I'll get to dream.
Tests are over and I finally get to sleep my ass off as I did usually.
That reminds me, I need to go shopping for birthday presents/crap. I should take up rubix cube-ing to encourage the rotting process of this brain. But the damn cube costs like 20 bucks. 20 bucks to burn your brain.
Sigh. Ca$h.
Well that's it, just a quick update. I'm kinda sleepy now so my brain's attention span is short and I can't think well.
=)
I hate living on the other side of Penang far from the malls and the bustling city life but...
Oh the sea breeze smells like heaven~!
When you close your eyes you could almost, almost, ALMOST! feel as if you're just 1 feet away from the ocean.
And the scent doesn't get mingled with air pollution or anything else. No noise pollution either.
Just the breeze.
And you.
One of the very few reason I like it here.
原来你什么都不要
This is kinda sudden/unexpected/random but omg to think I almost waste a minute and a half watching the whole thing. (I only watch 20 seconds, front 10 seconds, back 10 seconds and I know the whole video's content.)
FAHRENHEIT SUCKS.
And the thing is... Are they even cute?! Wtf are 80% of girls aged 10-14 that know chinese BLIND DEAF AND BLIND?!
I honestly love this song and today suddenly at 4am in the morning the last line of the chorus suddenly popped into my mind and I couldn't sleep because it kept bugging me so I had to find the song.
When the song came out I think I was only about 5 and hell I didn't know a single word of chinese but I loved it. :D
And so after a few years I heard it randomly at times and I didn't know the title but I had this huge 99% correct suspicion that the title was the same as the last line in the chorus.
And I was right. (Well 1 word isn't in there but it doesn't really matter eh? I said 99% already)
And so today I finally found myself the worst version of this song.
And the best version of this song is by Jam Hsiao: (Yes I know, weird name.)
The guy's uncharismatic, shy, awkward, and seems totally geek-ish but... damn good voice. I think I melted.
Mommy, I want a flash mob too. =(
A flash mob is a large group of people who assemble suddenly in a public place, perform an unusual action for a brief time, then quickly disperse.
Please watch the videos to understand what the hell is a flash mob.
Now you should understand why I'm so eager to join the community of flash mob-ers?
The pillow fight ones seem the best. Soft, fluffy, and they remind me of sheep. =D
So anyways, click HERE for the website for the organization for pillow fighters.
Rules:
1. "Don't talk about Pillow Fight Club!" (especially to media and civic authories)
2. Don't be in location until the exact minute. (Set your watches)
3. Hide your pillows.
4. Rush in screaming "PILLOW FIIIIIIGHT!!!!!"
5. After 15mins of excruciating fun, leave.
6. Do NOT hit anyone with out a pillow! (This includes but not limited to people with cameras, bystanders, civic authorities, cars, use common sense)
No one knows why or for whom but only that it "just happens". Pass the message along to all the good vibe people you immediately know.
Does Malaysia, or better, Penang, have one? I don't really think so... >_>
So my resolution for 2010, after SPM, imma eff my ass along with 5000+ people or so, and y'know, pillow fight! =D
Crazy resolution I know but hell we only live once.
Some photos from Manchester's Pillow Fight Club and here.
Things that keep me up at 4am
:D
These kinda weird videos always put a smile on my face and wake the shit outta me.
And omg Love Hearts Candy. I want some.
These are so cute. =D
And I remember from the book Diary by Chuck Palahniuk, the main character's boyfriend replaced all her birth control pills with these cute lil candies so she could get pregnant. Kinda lame and stupid but weirdly cute in a really weird way.
Love Hearts are a big fat (literally, cause y'know, too much candy=britney meltdown) rip off of Necco's Sweethearts,...
...BUT! I think Love Hearts has cuter thingys on them.
Example: Fax Me, Be My Icon, Doh! (from The Simpsons by you know who), Tickle Monster, (and like the dude in the video,) Mermaid Eloise (whatever the hell is that? O_o).
OR...
You aren't really a lovey-dovey person and would rather get laid by a highway truck (a.k.a, hit n run), than a real person, I would recommend these babies:
=D
I should really get like a bucket truck load of the Fuck Off ones and dump them all on things I hate, like Eddiepuss, slow drivers, pedophiles, and inconsiderate efftards. Maybe they'll actually get a hint.
Or maybe you do love, but you just have... different taste. May I interest you in...
Some Save The Earth candies?
Some lezbo or ghey lovin' ones eh?
There's one type that just right for you. And now if you'll excuse me, I need to be on my way to order some Fuck Off ones.
Alternate candies are available here: http://www.cafepress.com/americanangst/2408020
Necco ones are USA candies, and the Love Hearts are UK ones. Damn white people, they get all the good stuff.
Commercials, my imaginary best friend. =)
WTF. IT'S TOO EARLY FOR THIS!
It's 3am in the morning and I come across THIS:
3 words: WHAT. DA. *beep*.
And O_o.
It is so vulgar. But funny.
And omg lol this one:
This one's quite funny too. Saw it when I was 12 or so.
For the people that really hate their own family O__o:
Not funny, maybe the most annoying advertisement I've seen though. This is one REALLY good way to advertise your company, book a 30 second commercial space and repeat company's name for abt 15 times in total:
A thai beer commercial, good acting:
OMG I THINK I DON'T HAVE A FEAR OF CLOWNS NO MORE. Wtf why are they not in Malaysia?!
If they're Ronald's son and daughter, omg their mom must be Megan Fox:
You like the Kinder Chocolate Eggs? Then watch this and never eat one again:
Wow. These are some noodles. O__o:
HOLY SHIT THIS ONE IS THE BEST XD:
Lol the trannies, another reason why I love thai commercials:
Hate children:
LOL:
Thais should be known for their commercials too, not just trannies:
The guy's gonna die alone with 27 cats and happy meal:
Shit man this one damn unexpected and good:
Omg I love commercials. =)
I think I'm gonna be sent to hell for laughing and staring at these videos.