I just signed up for Youth Pastors camp... without realising it.
http://youthalivemsia.org/
Joo Ling phoned me while I was half asleep and I agreed without knowing it...
Shit... I don't wanna be converted, I like being a taoist.
But I think they won't convert me... right?
I don't know. Gues I'll just go and see what happens...
Actually, I didn't remember anything about the phone call at all. I just remembered it when they emailed me. How the hell did they get my email anyways?!
I think Joo Ling gave it to them...
Just imagine me baptisting somone, then some kids accidentally whack my foot and I get pissed. I think I'll go berserk and scold vulgarities.... Wow, I'll be such a great pastor...
And I'm still trying to figure out how the hell to use the AVI converter MP4 tool thingy, or whatever it's called.
I actually know how to do, it's really simple. But the only problem is, I lost the disc they gave me to install the converter files. And I've been trying for 3 hours to download it. For free of course. =P
This is harder than it looks, and I owe half of my life to wikipedia. Without wiki, I wouldn't be able to even tell the difference between AMV and MPEG.
I do know how to tell the difference, but I have to admit that other than knowing they're file types , I don't really know what the hell are they...
One & Only by Timbaland and Fall Out Boy
Great song.
There's no damn video yet, but i seriously can't wait for it.
A collaboration of one of the greatest producers of all time with one of the best pop punk bands...
The results?
An amazing song.
And the song has an angsty pissed off tone. And I love the ending where timbaland says "Get the fuck out of my house now! Oi! Didn't I say get the fuck out?!"
And Patrick (lead singer of Fall Out Boy) finally gets to swear. O_o
Patrick never swears in songs. And he finally gets to say fucking. Amazing song anyways. Great tune and all.
I had to download 4 versions of the song. And I finally found the best one.
The one with the link I just placed on the bottom there. *points downwards* I must have contributed a great gift to the world by giving out the link to a great song.
[Timbaland:]
I'm head over heels for someone I- that I really can't deal with.
I wanna block her out my mind but I really can't do it (do it).
I tell myself "This the last time Imma let her do this to me."
But whenever we do spent time,
I realize that I just can't get enough of you.
Wipe that smile off your fucking face.
(Ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your face.
(Ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your fucking face.
(Ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your face.
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Right in the middle,
I’m right in the middle,
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Be my unholy, My one and my lonely.
I wear scarves and hoods cause it's the only poker face that I've got left,
And everything I love about you is a mess.
Smash the mirror and break the palm readers' hand,
I want to be better than I am.
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your fucking face.
(Ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your face.
(Ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your fucking face.
(Ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
[And I'll say to you]
Wipe that smile off your face.
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Right in the middle,
I’m right in the middle,
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Be my unholy,
My one and my lonely.
[Timbaland:]
AAH!Girl just look what you've done!
How could you do this to me?
I got to put my foot down,
I can’t let you do this to me.
I can’t forget no good old times,
With all the things you’ve been doing to me.
I want to hit that one more time and make love.
What are you doing to me?
I’m going to say loud
"Why don’t you quit fucking this crowd?"
Why are we arguing?
I thought me and you were s'pposed to be friends?
(Mmm) That’s true for a minute (For a minute )
Better yet we haven’t been here for a minute. (For a minute)
Baby put down the night
Sometime I wanna see you in the light
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Right in the middle,
I’m right in the middle,
To be despised,
To be loved,
To be dreamt of,
To be sought,
I'm the inside of "I don’t care",
Be my unholy,
My one and my lonely.
We don't got no fuckin' band,
We ain't got no speakers or no fucking microphone set up,
Timbaland, you intuitive son of a bitch!
Get the fuck outta my house, now!
Before I get too mad and I can't turn back!
Hey!
Didn't I say get the fuck out?
Get the fuck out!
Haha!
For now I don't know what the hell the song means. But I think it's about delusional paranoia. The ending where Timbaland talks, I think he's talking to himself, his conscience actually. And the line "I want to be better than I am" adds to my point.
But that's just me.
In my opinion, he's singing about the different parts of his conscience.
Sometimes, his conscience loves him, sometimes it hates him, and is in the middle.
I can't tell what's the meaning of "to be dreamt of... to be sought" though.
And I think it's not about conscience sometimes though. Cause Timbaland sings it like it's about a girl, and the line "With all the things you’ve been doing to me. I want to hit that one more time and make love." I don't think that's about conscience.
So now I'm just really confused.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/timbaland-fall-out-boy-one-and-only-real-mp3.html
Things to do before I die next week (as of 9:20pm 26/7/07):1. Do my KH corrections.
Puan Rohaya Tun is insane. INSANE I TELL YOU! INSANE!!!!!!!!! Every single question you get wrong in the test, you have to do corrections 5 times each for every question. 5 times each. Just great. I got 19 wrong... So that means 19x5=95. 95 questions to write down in hand on lined paper... Before next Tuesday. And you still have to draw every drawing 5 times! She has no sympathy. At least the Form 2s got it better than the Form 3s. They have to copy 10 for each question wrong. Just imagine...
Deadline: 31/7/07
2. Do my Kumon.
I didn't finish 3 weeks of Kumon homework. At all. 54 sheets of math inequalities and Cartesian planes waiting for me. *sigh* I have no comments whatsoever. Have to be done before Saturday.
-Why do I always procrastinate? =/
Deadline: 28/7/07 4/8/07 15/9/073. Finish my Malay homework.
I slack the most in my Malay studies. And I was still lucky enough to get a 82% in my last test. O_o The wonders of human luck and tuition. Makes me wonder.
I've got Malay summaries, about 5 of them in fact. And 3 comprehensions to go along with them. And I got about 3 or 4 Malay essays, 2 are half done. Must be handed in by tomorrow morning. I'm gonna burn some midnight oil tonight. Or tomorrow morning. Cause I think I'll only finish it by 2 or 3 am.
-DIE MALAY HOMEWORK!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!
Deadline: 27/7/074. Consume more vitamin C.
I've got a very severe rash on my right hand. And it itches so much, I always have to wake up at 3am in the morning just to scratch my wrist. It's getting better, but not much difference. And I've got 3 ulcers in my mouth. Yes, not 1, not 2, but 3. I can't even eat without any pain now. Need more vitamin C products. I didn't even eat a whole orange. I only ate half, shared it with my grandma.
-Stupid God forsaken ulsers.
Deadline (before I go delirious): 1/8/07
5. Study for end of the year exams.
I haven't fully covered any of the subjects yet. None, yes none. History, Geography, Maths, Chinese, English, Malay, Science, Art, Civics, Moral, and maybe a few more subjects which I have lost count of. X_X 10 subjects to cover until I know them by the back of my hand. I need to get to the top 15 positions of the class. Which is also the whole school. Out of 180 or so people in the whole form.
Deadline (before the 17, 18 and 19 of October, which are the exam dates): 30/9/076. Read all the series of unfortunate events books and get my mom to buy Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk.
I've read the series of unfortunate events books until book 12. I've read half of book 12, so that means I have to read 2 and a half books because I haven't read the 3rd book, 13th book, and half of the 12th book. I love the books. Daniel Handler is a genius. And I need the Invisible Monsters book. Need.
-I have officially finished all the series of unfortunate events books and I have read Invisible Monsters. Chuck Palahniuk is a genius.
Deadline: 31/7/07 for series of unfortunate events, 31/8/07 for Invisible Monsters7. Learn how to get faux hawk in hair without using hair wax or clay in the shortest time possible.
It's harder than it seems. Seriously. Especially without the hair wax and hair clay. I can't use hair wax or clay too much cause It's seriously too expensive. It costs 40 bucks just for a container of each.
Deadline: 15/8/078. Do History folio
Must print pictures, get information, and write.
-FINITO. Finally.
Deadline: 12/8/07
9. Get more sleep.
Need.... Sleep....
Deadline: Before I die.
So in order of deadlines,3 27/7/072 28/7/071 31/7/07(first half of) 6 31/7/074 1/8/072 4/8/078 12/8/077 15/8/07(second half of) 6 31/8/07
2 15/9/07
5 30/9/07
9 Death.
I got my rattail/faux hawk!!!
And it's so easy to wash my hair now, just 15 minutes in the shower and it's done!
And I just have to simply mess it up with my towel to dry my hair.
I love it.
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Other than my hair, I think I have another band to add to my fav band list next to the Used and Boys Like Girls. It's none other than AFI.
I did download AFI 1st single from their latest album, Miss Murder, a few months ago, but I didn't hear the song carefully, watch the video, or search for the meaning of the song.
I was bored yesterday so I listened to it, and I just loved the screaming part. Davey's (the lead singer) scream is amazing cause it's the low voice and yet loud scream, and not the extremely scary pig squeling scream.
And then I searched the meaning while waiting for the video to load in youtube, and I fell even more in love with the band. O_o But the song's meaning is kinda complicating and long so I can't excatly explain here.
And the video... beautiful. I just loved the cute bunny rabbits!! And it won MTV best rock video of 2006.
"The video features a pale woman (presumably "Miss Murder") sitting at an ornately carved desk, and stamping an AFI Decemberunderground logo (3 rabbits evenly spaced around an AFI logo), then folding the paper and placing it in her mouth. In a separate ornately decorated building, Davey sits at a similar desk with a mirror, and pulls the same paper out of his mouth. Upon unfolding it, he sees the symbol, knowing that it is the indication of his imminent end.
The song begins with Adam, Hunter, and Jade spaced in a triangular fashion in the Grand Hall of the building, playing the song. Davey walks to the balcony, and standing on the ledge, begins saluting and rallying the massive mob that has gathered in the streets below. Davey is rallying the crowd to him, knowing that Miss Murder is coming for him.
Just before the bridge of the song, Miss Murder's face is revealed for the first time. She carries with her a black rabbit, and sets it on the ground. There is a shot of Davey turning in the chair of his desk, and seeing 16 black rabbits on the floor behind his desk. Davey picks one up and places it on his lap, seeming to resign to the fact that he is inevitably going to die. Suddenly the crowd in the street beneath the ledge disappears and Davey sees Miss Murder exiting out of the doorway of the building across the street. He becomes enraged, and returns to his desk to await his death. As the song finishes, Miss Murder approaches behind him, and touches his shoulder. "
-From Wikipedia.
And here's the real video. In video form, not in words. It includes a directore's cut, and the cut features the song Prelude 12/21. 12/21 is the date of the starting of the winter solstice if you didn't know.
Beautiful isn't it? I loved it when he took the letter out of his mouth.
And the other song I really love is Love Like Winter. The video's beautiful too. Snowy and all.
To just cut all the crap and get to the point is...
I love AFI.
And here's Prelude 12/21. Enjoy. It sounds like the lullaby of death.
http://www.wikiupload.com/download_page.php?id=184618
How Immature Are You? test.
[ ] You have eaten fish food.
[x] You have eaten dog food. (A really nice cheesy flavor.)
[x] You have eaten cat food. (Smells bad but the taste isn't bad.)
[x] You have run into a glass door. (The front door of my house is glass, and while I'm half asleep I always run into it.)
[x] You have eaten an ant
[x] You have eaten grass.
[x] You have licked a tree (Really dry.)
[ ] You have polka dotted underwear.
[x] You have pink underwear.
[ ] You had contests with your friendsto see who can create the nastiest burp.
[x] You have screamed a random word in public. (GAARRRAAAAAA~!)
[x] You wave at people you don't know.
[x] You have flushed the toilet becauseyou were bored.
[x] You have slapped yourself out of boredom.
[x] You sing the "FUN" song. (Spongebob~~~)
[x] You hold conversations with a pillow, blanket, stuffed animal etc.
[x] You dream of llamas coming out of peoples' butts. (Llamas are PRREETTYY~!)
[x] You think people who eat brains are cool.
[x] You have/sing karaoke even though you know you're horrible
[x]You know how to spell "supercallafragalisticespialadosious" by heart. (Actually it's spelt as "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious". "Even though the sound of it Is something quite atrocious...~")
[x] You make up your own words and use them with people who have no clue what they mean. (Tuppy Madonna! Kyou Wa Kam!)
[x] You have striped socks and you have worn them so people can see them.(stripes socks are one of the best things ever made.)
[x] You have hugged a random person. (Hugs are GOOD!)
[x] You have ran up and down the stairs cuz u were bored
[x] You have created a puppet show with your socks out of boredom.
[x] You have imagined peoplesaying "bla" and blowing up.
[x] You are addicted to the Animaniacs theme song.
[x] You are addicted to "The Pinky and the Brain" theme song.(sings:"thepinky and the brain..")
[x] You have stared at your ceiling for over 10 minutes. (Every night of my life.)
[x] You have talked to yourself
[x] You have conversations with your imaginary friends.(meet frankie, my imaginary friend. He likes to poke people.)
Multiply your answers by 3.
84% Immature!!! Not bad. =) I still don't wanna grow up. I wanna spin on roller chairs and watch Spongebob my whole life!
My school's Food & Fun Fair is tomorrow.
And I've got Boy's Brigade toilet duty during the food and fun fair.
5 hours of staring at cubicles asking people not to throw trash.
Oh, what glorious fun...........................
Now the crisis is, I don't know if I can spend all 60 bucks of fun fair coupons in just 2 to 3 hours.
And I almost puked out my food when the teacher said it was volunteery work.
WTF?! Everyone in BB(Boy's Brigade) was told it was compulsory.
And I have to wear my nerdy Boy's Brigade uniform. And a stupid big red sash thingy...
But I swear... If I need to pick up someone else's sanitary pad, I'm gonna whack it back onto that person's face. I did NOT volunteer for this.
Damn man, it's gonna be a Food and Fuck fair.
I was at tuition and they were talking about the girl called Ying Ying who died about a few days ago. This is the news:
PENANG: Shearway Ooi Ying Ying who was reported missing on Friday has been found dead. Police found her charred remains near a tombstone at a cemetery in Paya Terubong about 7pm.
Penang CPO Deputy Commissioner Datuk Koh Hong Sun said a relative and her boyfriend have been arrested to facilitate investigations.
PENANG: The couple arrested in connection with the murder four-year old Shearwey Ooi Ying Ying, have been remanded until July 18 for police to complete investigations.
Balik Pulau OCPD Supt Mohd Hatta Mohd Zain said police believe they have solved the case with the arrest of the 28-year old woman and the 29-year old man.
"The man, a karaoke lounge manager, was arrested a few years ago in connection with a fight."
"He and the woman have been together for about a year. The woman is in the midst of getting a divorce from her businessman husband.
“We are waiting for her husband's return from China to get his statement,” he told a press conference Monday.
Anyways, in the newspaper, the dad was all sad right? Well, my tuition teacher said that the dad was in China to pick up girls as prostitutes. He's a pimp. Sad eh? My tuition teacher even say that she would make Ying Ying as her own child. Watching her do her own work while teaching tuition.. Wtf? =.="
Anyways, my tuition teacher also said that a few days ago, she was making salted dried fish. She put her salted fish out to dry and a stray cat ate it. So now in her neighbourhood there's a stray cat currently hairless walking around the streets.
And some of the stray cats at her neighbourhood also give birth on my friend, Abigail's, roof. On the damn roof. The roof now has stains and all... Eww...
Anywyas, the kitties once dropped into her house somehow. Just drop like that, they didn't die though. She brought them to the SPCA.
And one of the most insane tuition teachers however, will always be another one of my friends' tuition teacher. When he wants to say that someone is childish or immature, he doesn't directly say that. He will say those people ah, still suck their mother's milk one ah!
WTF?! You're a TEACHER!!! You're not supposed to say that!!
And today at tuition they kept talking about teletubbies, Ninja Turtles, and Power rangers...
I will never get the people around me..
Oh yeahs, sorry ehs, if the cuddly brown thing flippin his arms while having his jaws open irritates or annoys you.
I just really like the brown guy. I don't know what his name is, so I'll just call him the brown guy. I just added him to my blog today cause I thought the rawr effect would seem better if he was there. Isn't he just so cute? =D
If he irritates you just click on him with your mouse or something, it won't stop him, but it is fun though. O_o
I find enjoyment in doing that anyways.
RAWR!!!!
GAHH!!! The terror!
I'm going sick, it's official.
This afternoon, while eating lunch, my aunt said I was turning yellow. Yes, yellow.
Not pale, not tan, not any human color, but yellow.
It's from the lack of sleep, healthy food, and water. I know it's unhealthy, but it's just the life I lead. Gotta change it now though.
I'm like a walking corpse, I don't even need the eyeliner and the black clothes to look dead now. And that's because I'm damn sick.
I feel really tired and cold nowadays, and so...damn....lazy.... to do anything whatsoever.
I need to drink more water, but I hate water. But I need to drink it anyways to avoid being a yellow martian from outer space that likes emo rangers.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Does that make any sense whatsoever? O_o
And my mom's not gonna be home till next week Friday, which sucks. Because I need a haircut, and without her permission, I can't even step a foot out of the house unless it's tuition or school. That also means I haven't watched Transformers or any other damn movie yet. It's been ages since I watched a movie. The last time I watch a movie must be like, 2 or 3 weeks ago.
And I'm addicted to the emo rangers theme song.
"Go Go Emo Rangers~!"
I love the tune! XD
And another song I really love now is Time After Time by Quietdrive.
I've added the link so that any clueless soul that stumbles upon this weird blog can enjoy a life time to a 3 to 4 minutes song.
I'm gonna study later, need to understand chapter 5 and 6 of science all in 2 days. Hope I'll be able to succeed in doing this almost impossible feat.
http://www.uploading.com/files/9U68QE9V/Quietdrive___Time_After_Time.mp3.html
I think it'll work. Just wait for about 10 minutes for the song. The song is worth your 10 minutes, or more.
Time..To...Drink...Water....And...Study....
I feel like a damn robot.
inSomnia.
InSomnia.
I've been an insomniac for as long as I could remember. I always sleep unexpectedly when I don't want to, and I can't sleep intentionally if I want to.
Insomnia, to me, is one of the greatest living tortures of all time. When the clock ticks, it seems like it's not moving at all, just the clock hand. But after a tick of the clock hand, it seems to have jumped back into it's original place, and the clock ticking is just like an illusion. The clock seems to be laughing in my head.
Or maybe it's just me losing my mind, losing sanity, delirious.
When I'm sick of staring at the grey shadows of the moon on my walls, I'll turn on the light. With a light *click*, I'm momentarily blinded. Something that doesn't bore my eyes out actually makes me blind for a moment. But it's okay, since I asked for it anyways.
I'll look around my room, look around for something that will capture my interest. The nearest thing I'll find is the radio. With a light click of the switch, a random song will come on. Most probably it will be some party techno since the radio station I habitually tune into broadcasts party hits at night, and in the morning, it'll broadcast some of my more preferred music.
With my thumb, I'll tune it to my next choice, a radio station that usual broadcasts what my preferred radio station broadcasts in the morning.
The first song will come up. If I'm lucky, it'll be a song that catches my interest and will entertain for 3 minutes or so. If I'm not, I'll just listen half-heartedly and hoping that after this, something that will make me focus some attention will come up.
After boring myself with some songs on the radio and a boring DJ, I'll turn the radio off with a sigh and turn to my iPod.
Scrolling through my selection of preferred songs, I'll listen for awhile. I do not know why, but I get a kick from the radio hearing one of my favourite songs playing. Maybe it's like playing the lottery. The game is to test your patience and see whether an electric appliance can kill you slowly. If you're lucky or you have enough patience to wait some time, the song you want will eventually come up.
And that happiness shall only last a mere 3 damn minutes. Then your spirits shall slowly, and eventually, drop again.
Back to my iPod. I just realised I got stoned.
It always happens. I'm thinking of doing something very clearly, and then my mind just jumps to another intention. I'll think of that intention, slowly collecting the information, and then the realisation shall hit me. I'll come back to reality, half-stoned, half thinking about what I was thinking while thinking about what I was thinking about a few moments ago.
Anyways, after being bored again by a simple minded device, I shall revert to something else.
I'll look around my bright room which light is provided by my shining lamp. Then I shall look out to the outside world through my window. The moonlight is still able to shine in, even though there is enough artificial light inside. The moonlight is unable to penetrate the part of my window that has metal bars though. Those metal bars are meant to make outsiders unable to break in. But why do I feel like it's also meant to make me feel what's outside?
On the edge of hell and boredom, I'll open the window and stick my hand from the warmness and comfort of my room, and into the eerie-ness of the night. Vaguely, I
hear some faint sounds of crickets. Into the night, my hand momentarily grasp the night, feeling the coldness surround me for awhile.
And after a few moments, it disappears.
I lament my for the disappearance of my hope, and I close my window with a slow swing of my arm.
With almost no hope left for any excitement whatsoever, I surrender to a book. With my white flag up, I move to my book shelf to grab any book I first see. Hopefully, I'll actually be able to find a book that I haven't read before and is entertaining.
And if I'm unlucky to find one of my not so exciting books about psychology like emotional intelligence, I'll read a few pages to understand more about psychology of the mind.
Why do I read books of psychology? Well, I'm reading them because I'm interested in how the mind thinks, what ticks it to the extreme. Maybe one day I'll be able to find a book about insomnia, and be able to sleep soundly when I want to, and stop being so sick in the head.
And after a few paragraphs of new or maybe old information collected from my book, I'll get bored and tired. Standing up, I put back my book onto the shelf.
Feeling tired, I turn off the bright light, and try to walk back the wall I walk almost every night. I'm temporarily blinded again, and the only light I see now is the vivid moonlight. Maybe kicking my bag or the chair on the way back to my bed, I'll finally end up to the edge of the bed. Feeling the softness of my blankets and sheets, I'll rest my head on the pillow. While getting my eyes suited to the darkness, I shall think of random things. About dust bunnies dancing, wondering how halos of angels stay up, and of the swirly colorful-ness of lollipops.
After all the thinking, my eyes will be suited to the darkness without me even noticing.
Tossing and turning. Being huddled between my comfortable blanket and bed sheet, I still cannot find solace. I turn to my left, and I see my teddy bear, my ever so dear teddy. I'll talk to my teddy for awhile, finding some peace in talking to a friend that never answer, talking to a friend that will just listen intently. There are a few advantages and flaws in teddy, but I won't blame him though.
Looking at the ceilings, and the single small crack on my wall, I try to get to sleep. After saying goodnight to the grey shadows on my walls, I'll close my eyes, and hope to get some sleep.
And soon before long, after some time, maybe a very long time. My insomnia will give up. It'll give in to my begs and prayers, and maybe grant me some brief slumber. And if I'm really lucky, it'll also add a nice dream about candy canes, interesting books, and hamsters that won't bite. If I'm unlucky though, and just to be sadistic, my insomnia will give me nightmares, twisted versions of my dreams.
And after all this complicated and simple thinking, my mind will stop and give me a rest. And I shall drift away into the far heavens. And all that you will be able to hear is my subtle breathing.
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This is what I go through almost every damn night of my life. The clock laughing at me, poking fun at my suffering. When you're an occasional insomniac, this is your endless suffering. Is this a punishment for over excessive sleeping in my past life?
I shall say that karma is very sadistic and cruel then.
When you're an insomniac, you seem awake, but you aren't really. You're physically awake, but mentally asleep. You feel bored, you feel apathetic, you feel dead.
I feel unalive now anyways.
Mika.
I'm getting one next week when my mom finally comes home from Kuching.
What hair cut am I supposed to get? I don't want my head to be screwed. Plus it's not the holidays, I can't hide away from school.
Emo Rangers
Hilarious! XD
I loved the part where that flying head guy says: " CHeer the fuck up! Your poetry sucks!"
It's so damn british I have nothing to say. Just listen to those damn accents. Wonder if emo started up in Britain, cause I know punk was started in Britain, can't tell for emo though.
Well anyways, I want an egg sandwich. I'm too lazy to pull my ass to the kitchen to make one though. Maybe I'll go after I watched some youtube.
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yay~! I made an onion and alfafa sprouts with half boiled egg sandwich! Hope I don't get food poisoning cause the egg was a little bit more uncooked than expected.
Hmm... I shouldn't have spread some butter. Butter and alfafa sprouts don't really mix. i think I should just stick to my usual midnight snack, a damn green apple. Easier than some eggs at least... but the apples nowadays taste weird... They're.. soggy? I don't know, just different from usual.
Gotta find more emo ranger episodes, they are just so.. weird? O.o
I realised that when Farha said I wrote deep stuff onto my MSN personal messages.
